Chat// Daniel Seavey

EIGHTEEN

"What were you thinking?!" The sound of the irritating voice that my mom has, boomed through the house

I shrugged, crossing my arms and she stopped her actions. I was still wearing my hoodie, so I could hide my bruises. She furrowed her eyebrows and walked towards to me. I looked at her and her breath hitched

Her gaze was locked with my forearms, her hand, gently and slow, tried to touch my arm. I flinched and she backed away immediately

"Take your jacket off" she demanded with her voice quivering

"no" I muttered

"take it off or I will" she growled. I wasn't going to start a fight right now so I just took it off. I threw the hoodie to the couch and smiled at her innocently.

Her face drained with color as he eyes scanned my whole body "What did you do?" Her voice quivered with fear as her eyes became glossy

"I got in a fight with Mackenzie" I said softly and looked down "It's been like two days"

She began to stutter "I-I" she coughed "I'm taking you to the police station"

My head shot up "What?! No!" I shrieked "I am not going there again!"

"Whether you like it or not; we're going"

"No!" I screamed as loud as I could. "I just fought the biggest bitch in the world and I keep getting glared and shit mom! I'm not going there for the same thing! If I wanted to kill myself, it was fOR A FUCKING REASON"

She opened her mouth to talk but I interrupted "I swear I will go apeshit on everyone if you say that again. Mackenzie is just some bloated whore that has a child at seventeen and tries to get into fights every two days. It means nothing! NOTHING! She was getting on my nerves and I exploded! I-I" I felt my chest getting tighter and my breathing was going uneasy

It's a Panic Attack

"A-Adeline, a-are you h-having a p-Panic a-attack?" Mom asked

I just shrugged it off and felt multiple tears stream down my cheeks

"THE ONLY PERSON THAT UNDERSTANDS ME AND LOVES ME IS DANIEL JAMES SEAVEY AND YOU TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME! LOOK AT ME! IF YOU UNDERSTOOD, I WOULDN'T BE IN THIS FUCKING MESS"

The house went silent and my legs became weak, I began to shake uncontrollably, my eyes were getting ridiculously heavy, my breathing was short and uneasy. Mom stood there in pure shock. Her green eyes turned a darker green at the words I had just said. I could feel my throat closing up.

Luckily, Jack came in the house and as soon as he saw me, he ran over to me and my mom began to cry. My legs gave up and I fell flat on the floor.

Then everything went black. Just short and blurry peeks of what was happening around me; it was that I could see.

Blue and red lights surrounded me. A blurry figure with curly hair was in slow motion and talking to me.

"Addy?"

"Adeline!"

I blacked out.

The irritating sound of constant beeping woke me up slowly. I squinted my eyes, trying to adjust my eye sight to the hard light.

The first thing I see is my body, tucked in some warm blankets, later my arms, washed in needles and bandages. I sat up and the pounding headache took over me. My eyes were still half shut.

Someone went inside the door, I looked. It was Justin with a worried look on his face. He kept his gaze low.

"J-Jay?" I spoke. His head shot up. His cheek were stained with red, there were blue bags under his eyes and his lips were white and cracked

"Addy" he sighed in a relief manner. I didn't realize that he was tense until his shoulders sunk down.

He sniffled and engulfed me in a soft hug. He doesn't want to hurt me.

"Justin what happened to me?" I questioned

"You had a panic attack" he looked down while fiddling with the hem of his hoodie

"oh"

"You're getting out in like two days. The doctors said that you might have a broken finger or something because of the fight..." he trailed off once he started the fight theme

I nodded and began to get cold. I buried myself under the warm blankets and switched sides. Looking at Justin and having on a full conversation about llamas.

Daniel's POV

"Daniel, are you okay buddy?" Zach suddenly asked. I was laying on the side of the couch. Not feeling myself and anything. Life is really dull without Adeline. Not getting to hear her angelic voice, not getting to read her pissed off messages, cute messages. Not getting to see her, made me go in a severe depression.

I sighed and shrugged. "Daniel, you've been like this for a couple of days now. I'm starting to get worried man" Zach sat down next to me, placing a hand on top of my shoulder. I almost flinched at the surprising touch.

My eyes were burning and I could already imagine them being red "I-I" I managed to choke out but nothing else came out.

"You can tell me" Zach spoke softly before tilting his head, trying to see mine since I had a my hood pulled over my head.

His breath hitched "have you been crying?" His voice sounded like a whisper. I sniffed

"i miss her. I need her" I looked down.

"what happened to her?"

"I don't know. That's the issue"

Zach let out a long sigh "what about Instagram? Can't you post something on your history?"

"my fans hate her, Zach. They envy her. That's why I logged out. I'm getting hate also" I looked away "i don't want to talk about it"

I heard Zach hum in agreement. I was looking away at the kitchen, then I saw my reflection.

Red hoodie, almost matching my swollen eyes and nose. I was super pale also. My lips were dry, cracked at almost as white as the rest of my face.

Author's Note: FINALLY GOT FUCKING WIFI AT THE MINUTE SO IMMA POST THIS CHAPTER

and holy SHET wtf Logan Alexander Paul

boi *face palms*

you kno wut im just gonna leave dis right here and imma rant some other day

Enjoy my wittle fucks 🦑❤️