OKAY I KNOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN LIKE WHAT? 296184026 YEARS?
but I'm human too (idk I think I'm a cow not sure, better google it)
I have my meltdowns here and there, yIkEs. And especially when you realize that you've been in a toxic friendship for about 2 years now.
It was really fücking hard for me to even get out of my house. Now it's going to be even harder; making friends in the school I'm moving to (tHE SPECIALIZED SCHOOL OF ARTS OR WHATEVER) and me and one of my friends is going with me.
I ended this torture I think 4-5 days ago(?) and honestly, I even felt dizzy. Letting go of someone who you thought you could trust and laugh with is not easy at all. Still to this day I feel nauseous and shît like that, since August is coming up which basically means school is making its way down-fûcking-town.
The worst part is, that the person KNEW what they were doing to ME and in what WAY they were doing it. Ignoring me and I would just be like "Okay they want to ignore me so I'll just stay away" (obviously I tried to get their attention but ended up getting yelled at). Getting insulted here and there; the glares, the negativity towards me was completely stupid and at a level of immaturity.
And tHEN WHEN I TEXTED THAT ONE PERSON, YO LISTEN TO THIS BULLSHIT RIGHT HERE LMFAOOO, THEY TURNED OUT TO BE THE VICTIM
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SO THEY INSULTED ME BUT WHEN I TALKED BACK THEY WOULD IMMEDIATELY GO INSIDE THEIR FOOOOOOKING SHELLS AND SAY "geez damn okay chill" LIKE UM EXCUSE ME BUT I CANNOT CHILL TF DOWN
"I WaS jUsT a ToY"
*literally face palms with the desk*
Ah, may god be with you and wash away all of your sins. Amen.
But seriously beautiful readers, I'm super sorry for not updating; not feeling any inspiration right now and yeah, have a good night bugs ❣️
