When It's Right, It's Right

Chapter 11

Well, this is long overdue... I would like to say it's because I wanted to give everyone time to recover from the last chapter but I actually have just not had time. We pick up where we left off. Thanks to everyone who is still interested in this story and for all the feedback it's amazing! 

     After dozing for a little over an hour I woke up with Finn's arms wrapped around me tightly. He was spooning me from behind and besides the fact that it felt so comfortable I couldn't help but snicker at the thought that no one would ever believe me if I told them Finn was a cuddler. As I turned myself in Finn's grasp to look over at the clock behind him I let out a little groan from the stiffness in my body, waking Finn in the process. Returning to my previous position on the bed I was met with Finn's sleepy blue eyes.

I looked down at him "I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you" I said politely. "It's ok, are you alright love?" he asked in a voice still groggy from sleep. "Yeah I'm good, just a little sore I guess" I replied plainly. We were face to face now and my hand was resting on Finn's arm for support. I looked away as the intimacy of the moment dawned on me and I quickly moved out of Finn's arms and to a seated position. Finn rolled over onto his back sensing my need for a bit of distance.

I felt a little weird and slightly vulnerable being in a slinky negligee in front of Finn now that "it" was over. So in an attempt to break the tension I pulled my overnight bag onto the bed next to me and began rummaging for something to wear. I could feel Finn watching me and I became even more self-conscious. When I couldn't take it anymore I turned and looked at him "this is weird, isn't it? I mean we just had sex. I just lost my virginity and now we're supposed to go back to being friends and act like nothing's happened, how are we supposed to study together... you've seen me naked..it's, it's weird " I babbled.

Finn let out a small laugh "Yes I suppose it is a bit weird Love, but need I remind you of exactly how many times you've seen my naked arse." He pointed out." "You know what, you're right, we can be adults about this, besides Logan will be back in a few days I'm sure that will be distraction enough and I can put all this awkwardness behind me," I said with a small smile. Finn just nodded his head slightly and the faintest of smiles passed over his lips and then vanished.

After a moment of silence Finn shook his head and smiled at me "Now I want you to go and take a nice long hot shower, get into something comfy and when you come out I will have a surprise for you that will make all the awkwardness seem like old news and we can go back to normal, ok." and with that he kissed my forehead and sent me on my way.

As the hot water cascaded over my body and I felt the tension leaving my muscles I let my mind wander back to what had transpired mere hours before. Finn had been so sweet and caring and tending to every need I had, both physically and emotionally. A smirk played across my mouth as I thought of the comment Finn had made about my negligee "you're making this too easy for me" I blushed just thinking about it. I'm pretty sure he said it just to put me at ease, give me a bit of confidence you know but at the same time, it was such a seductive thing to say. He really was an amazing guy, he knew just the right thing to say.

I wondered how Finn was taking this so lightly, maybe because it wasn't his first time. Maybe it really was just "helping out a friend" as he said, but I couldn't help the niggling feeling that there was more to it than that. I decided to just let it go I couldn't complain I had just had really amazing sex and it was only my first time, how many girls can say that. It's like Steph said I lost my virginity to a stallion and now I could be with Logan who is a... what's better than a stallion, oh well, I would find out soon enough.