sarahah + binu

ルカ

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I posted this, but no one saw it lol, so I unpublished and I finished ?? but it's not completed I'm still putting in !! some !! fluff !!

dongmin, really really

really

tried to not be nervous. bin had all of a sudden started talking to him, and he was already feeling warm inside the library, now he was here.

right next to bin.

again.

w h y.

"oh hey? what's up?" dongmin said causally.

"um, I actually wanted to talk to you about, something," he said, dryly laughing.

dongmin had no idea.

"uh sure, but I actually have to go-"

"-to meet up with Felix?" bin interrupted, with slight aggravation in his voice, but dongmin dismissed it.

"uh yeah," He said.

"I'll walk with you then. we can talk about it,"

"oh- sure I guess,"

bin then flung his backpack over his shoulder, and began walking next to him.

"so what is it that you wanted to tell me?" dongmin asked.

he in fact, was very nervous.

nervous of the fact that

w h y would he want to talk to him? alone for that matter.

"do you send me asks in my sarahah?"

lol what

"why would you think I send you asks?"

"because I know you do,"

dongmin paused for what seemed like three seconds in utter shock.
"o-oh aha did sanha tell you that? he's just kidding I know there's stuff going around about you lik-"

"no, like I know it's you,"

dongmin, slightly annoyed, turned to face him, "How can you be so positive?"

"because I blocked you from my snapchat, and I had said who my crush was. then, I got an ask about three days later, asking who it was,"

all dongmin could do was turn away. this was too embarrassing for him. he was right.

he should have thought about it more, before he made such a stupid mistake.

"oh well is that it?" dongmin said hurriedly.

"Is it true that you like me?" bin said, almost in a whisper.

dongmin turned to him, but he want meeting his eyes.

something inside dongmin had changed. There was no secret anymore. he had been caught, red handed.

Bin, in fact would kindly reject him, and then leave.

then he would avoid him at school, and never talk to him again.

It was bound to happen.

dongmin wanted bin.

he
knew
a long time ago
it would

never be.

"yeah, I do," he said without hesitation. he figured, this was it.

it was at this moment where he decided he would let go of his crush,

and learn to live without the love of his life.

"really?" bin continued on. he really couldn't believe it. he and dongmin had never really talked before.

they simply liked each other based on appearances.

until,

bin knew about dongmin. he knew that he was the kindest person out there, and helped everyone out.

he knew about how he sometimes stayed after school to help out students who didn't understand.

he knew that he

was perfect.

he would observe him from afar.

whenever dongmin wasn't looking, he would catch glances of him.

but whenever bin wasn't looking, dongmin would catch glances of him.

it's like they were in a constant circle, neither of them doing anything to connect.

but then bin started getting the messages.

it's when it started.

!!! holy shit !!!!