Last night I had considered taking my own life.
I feel so hopeless and helpless.
I often feel very alone.
Everytime I wake up, I am still tired. I don't look forward to anything and I simply can't gather any energy to look forward to doing anything.
Everytime before bed, I'd feel the strongest suicidal tendencies.
I'd cry myself to sleep every night feeling very lonely in this world.
I really have noone to talk to.
If I ever leave this world, it would a surprise to everyone, because I wouldn't even say goodbye to them.
