KYLE
Once I got done showering and changing I finally headed out to my Porsche and headed home. On the way home I called Zo to see whats up for tonight.
"Wassup bro" Zo said answering the phone. "Nothing headed to the house, whats good in the city tonight?" I questioned. "Shiiii bro I don't know, im with Denise tonight and Brandon said something about going to see his female." Zo answered making me sigh. "Y'all lames" I joked "Nah we just aint about the little boy life anymore" Zo said brutally honest making me roll my eyes but feel a little hurt. "Aight bro, tell Denise I said wassup" I said trying to end this phone call. "Alright bro I will be safe tonignt whatever you do, lll see you tomorrow" Zo said then hanging up.
By the time we got off the phone I was already pulling up to our house. (IF ANYONE IS CONFUSED, BRANDON, KYLE AND ZO ALL LIVE TOGETHER). I got inside the empty house and headed towards my room to lay down for a bit.
To be honest I always try and go out so much so im not stuck up in my feelings. I know I shouldn't be the one to get in my emotions because im the dumbass that ended things with Haven and again I don't honestly know why I did it.
Probably for my selfish reasons of having every girl just throwing themselves at me and I didn't just want one when I could have plenty, but at the end of the day there is only one girl I want to be cuddled up with and shower with love and that's Haven.
From her beautiful long black hair, to her flawless face to her caring and big heart for everyone she is the girl of my dreams not these girls that I've been bringing home and not even caring to remember their names. I need to try and make things work with her. She's my whole life.
HAVEN
"Hello?" I questioned trying to block out the background noise from the club.
"Haven" Kyle said breathlessly into the phone. "Yes, Kyle its me" I answered with a tipsy giggle.
"I missed your voice so much" Kyle admitted. "Yeah" I said not really knowing on how to respond.
"Are you busy, did I call at a bad time" Kyle questioned.
"Not really im just out with the crew, celebrating my new single" I answered
"The song is a hit Haven im so proud of you baby" Kyle responded making my heartbeat speed up hearing him call me baby.
"Ky" I stated letting my emotions take over. "Yes baby" he questioned
"You really hurt me but I miss you so much" letting some tears slip from my eyes. Talking to your ex and being under the influence of alcohol is never great but here I am!
"I miss you, come over" He questioned.
"I'd like that" I admitted honestly, starting to grab my clutch.
"Ok baby, same place as always, you still have your key?" Kyle questioned. "Yeah I do Zo thought it was best I keep it" I giggled again "Ill be over in 20".
"Ok sounds good, see you soon baby." Kyle finished and hung up the phone.
I headed to find Joy and Chris to tell them I'm leaving and I'll see them later. "Joy!" I yelled over the music and motioning her over to me and of course Chris followed behind her.
"Whats up boo" she said hugging on to me.
"Imma head out, Ill see you guys later" I said hugging her back. "Where you going" Chris questioned. "See some friends" I said bluntly not wanting to hear Joy go off on me.
"Hmm ok, be safe call me tomorrow" Joy said kissing my check and giving me one last hug. "I will, love you guys" I said before turning away and walking towards the exit to my G-Wagon.
After a long 20 minute drive I finally made it to the house I knew like it was my own.
I walked up unlocked the door and made my way into the house making sure to lock the door behind me and then started my way up the stairs to the man I love.
As I walked into his room I was greeted by a shirtless Kyle laying in bed smiling at me.
"Hi baby" he said.
"Hi" I blushed looking down at my feet. Kyle got up coming to give me a hug.
His touch. Something that I craved more than anything in the world. I felt so safe and loved, nothing could hurt me while I was in his arms.
"I was thinking you could get into your favorite big t-shirt of mine, we could take off your make up and cuddle up like the old days." He said starring down at my 5'3 figure making me seem like a midget compared to him.
"You still have it" I questioned him about the shirt.
"Only thing that keeps me sane" He answered honestly handing me the shirt. I headed to the bathroom to change into the shirt and out of my dress. "So breath taking as always" Kyle complimented as I walked out of the bathroom making me blush yet again.
"Thank you, but do you have make-up wipes still or should I go steal some of Denise's from Zo's room?" I questioned making us both laugh. "I got them right here" He said holding them up "Come here let me take your make up off like you used to let me do" I just nodded and layed my head on his lap as began to wipe off my makeup.
"So much better" Kyle said throwing the used wipes away and pulling my body into his. ''Kyle" I stated "Yes baby" He said looking down at me. "You really hurt me" I said starring back at him. He sighed and started to look really hurt.
"I know, I was selfish Haven, I gave up one of the best things in my life for a lifestyle that turned me into a monster. Haven I hate myself every day for what I did to you. I couldn't bare looking at you or hearing about you from others because I know how dirty I did you and how much I hurt you. Tonight I knew I had to do something before you end up hating me for life because if I ever fully lost you then I lost my life. I just love you so much and I know your probably thinking I'm crazy saying that since I hurt you so much, but I do Haven, you're my whole life, if I could go back before the draft and not get signed at all just to be with you and not have this life thrown at me and letting myself get this bad I would, I just need you back in my life." Kyle said letting all his emotions out keep eye contact with me so I'd know he was being genuine.
"I couldn't hate you if I tired Kyle and that really scares me because I love you so much. We've been through so much in this crazy life together and it will take time to heal the wounds I have but we can work on this slowly Ky" I said placing a kiss on his cheek and cuddling back into his chest. A kiss was then placed on my forehead.
"I love you baby, forever" Kyle said cuddling with me.
"I love you Ky, always." I said sighing closing my eyes and falling into a deep sleep.
A/N: UH OH! Kyle and Haven together, what do you all think?! And AHHHH! Thank you so much for all the love on my story! I love you all! Keep on letting me know how feel<3
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