*Warning* there might be cutting and self harm and strong explicit language in the story.
Jessica(Jessie)Dolan is a 16 year old girl who is bullied at school but doesn't want to tell her brothers or sister. will they find out on their own or will s...
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After Jessica woke up she put on an outfit that covers up her fresh scars on her arms and she went downstairs and got something to eat because she was a little bit hungry so she just got only fruit because she didn't want nothing else on her stomach after she ate she went back upstairs to draw for a bit before her brothers and their friends come back. They all sit down on the couch and start thinking of videos that they can film and Jessica didn't want to be any part of the video what so ever so she got up and went back to her room but before she got at the stairs someone grabbed her arm and she didn't make a sound because she didn't want any of them to know that she had started cutting again and when she saw who was grabbing her wrist her jaw dropped because she thought it was either Ethan, Grayson or Cameron but nope it was Logan and she was scared that Logan would tell Ethan, Grayson or Cameron about the cuts.
*Conversation between L-Logan and J-Jessica*
L- "Jessica are you ok?"
J- "Yeah I am fine Logan I just didn't want to be part of the video ideas that were being discussed."
L- "Jess I feel like you're lying to me what is actually going on you are not acting like your bubbly self like you use to be when we first met."
J- "You, Jake or my brothers will never understand what is going on with me because I will never open up to y'all."
L- "Hey Jess we may not know what's going on but we just want to help you because we love you and if anything where to happen to you your brothers, sister and mom would miss you, Jake and I would miss you."
J- "Logan thank you for caring but it's no ones business to get into my personal life and I know you and Jake and my brothers mean well but it gets annoying sometimes."
L- "You really want to die don't you?"
J- "Not going to lie Logan yes I do because I feel like there is really no reason for me to live anymore."
L- "There are lots of reasons for you to live Jessica don't let anyone else tell you that there is not."
*Jessica shows Logan her cuts*
L- "Jessica why?"
J- "Because I am miserable Logan ok and if you tell my brothers the cuts will get deeper and harder to recover from."
L- "I won't tell them but they will need to know at some point."
J- "Are you kidding they love their YouTube career more then they love me and when they go back on the international leg of the tour I am not going to be going because their fans hate me so much."
L- "Well you could always see if you could stay with either Jake or I and we will take care of you while they are gone."
J- "I don't know about that because the last time I stayed with their friends I basically starved myself to death and ended up in the hospital."
L- "Uh Ok but you will need to tell you brothers that you are not going with them."
J- "I know but I am afraid that they will get mad."
L- "They won't get mad if you tell them you don't want to go."
J- "I will tell them eventually."
L- "And when will that be exactly?"
J- "When they ask me to pack for the tour."
L- "Go tell them now please and we can arrange for you to stay with me or Jake and that means when you are to eat if we ask you to eat or talk to us if something is bothering you ok Jess we care about you like a little sister."
J- "Fine lets go tell them."
*Jessica tells twins that she doesn't want to go on tour with them*
*Conversation between J-Jessica,E-Ethan and G-Grayson*
E- "Jess I thought you would be happy if you were with us."
G- "Yeah what happened?"
J- "I just don't feel like going ok."
E- "But why Jess?"
J- "You or Gray won't understand it E."
G- "Jess please tell us what is going on and we promise we won't get mad at it ok."
J- "YOU KNOW WHAT E AND GRAY THIS CONVERSATION IS FUCKING DONE!!!"
*Jessica runs to her room and locks her door*
JP- "What the happened guys?"
G- "I don't know dude we where asking her why she didn't want to go on tour with us this time because last time she was in the hospital."
JP- "Logan and I can probably talk to her if you guys want us too."
*End of the Conversation*
After Jake and Logan talked to Ethan and Grayson they went upstairs to talk to Jessica. As soon as they reached the door they opened the door they saw her curled up in a corner of her room crying they went over to her ans asked if she was ok after what happened between her and her brothers. She told them what happened and they sat there and hugged her because she was having an anxiety attack. Logan and Jake went downstairs told her that they are going to ask her mom if she could stay with them for certain someone to split up the amount of time with them while Ethan and Grayson are on tour. After Logan and Jake left Jessica was left alone just messing with an old camera of her that she got for her thirteenth birthday because her brothers want her to start a YouTube channel but she never did. Jessica set up the camera and pressed record and started talking to the camera. When she was talking to the camera she was talking about how she really felt then she did a random outro to the video and ended the recording. When she is ready she thought she will post it on YouTube. Logan came back up and told her to pack so after she packed her clothes so that they can go back to LA tomorrow. So the next day Logan went to Jessica's room and woke her up and told her to come on so they can make it to the airport on time so Jessica got up and just went in her sweatpants and tank top because she didn't really want to get dressed. After she got her bags and headed out the door with Logan and Jake. After arrival to the airport Logan, Jake, and Jessica got StarBucks and boarded the plane back to LA she sat between Logan and Jake. Logan told Jessica that she will be staying with him for three weeks and then Jakes for three weeks.
