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Its been a week since we came back from Busan. It was just me and him in our dorm today, everyone had somewhere to be I guess. "Hey Jimin, Im going to the studio. Wanna come with me?" I ask him. Hes washing dishes at the moment. "Uh sure, let me just change real quick." Jimin said as he dried his hands. Its hard being around him sometimes, I guess I should forget what I feel and just look at him normally. "Okay lets go Hyung!" Jimin said as he ran towards me. I noticed he was carrying a notebook with him. "Whats that for Jimin?" I said pointing at it. "Ah, I want to try writing lyrics. Maybe work on a solo album!" He said pulling me out the door. "Oh nice! Just keep at it and it will start to flow right out." I encourage him, Jimin can do whatever he puts effort in. Hes talented. "Thanks Hyung."

After an hour of sitting in somewhat silence, I turn to see Jimin staring intently at his paper. I see alot of scribbles on it. "How you doing over there?" I call over to him. He looks up with the most cutest face, he was annoyed. "Hyung, why do I suck at this?" He started whining. "You just started writing today, cut yourself some slack Jiminie. Your doing fine." I sit next to him rubbing circles on his back. "How do you do it? Where does your inspiration come from?" Jimin asked as he leaned against my shoulder. Honestly I loved this moment, helping Jimin out. "Well, my lyrics are all personal. Meaning I tell a story about myself. It adds more passion when you write from experience, because your heart is in it." I say to him. "Can I see what you were working on?" "Yeah, its not that great." I say grabbing my notebook off the desk.

"Because your and happiness is the scale of my happiness/This is how I am, do I desrve your love? I always make an effort.." I read aloud. "This is good Hyung, so whats the inspiration of this?" Jimin said as he looked back up to me. "Uh well. Im not sure about this one. It just happened I guess. It happens sometimes." I say grabbing my notebook. "Alright, now just write whatever comes to your mind. Show me later okay?" And what that we continue writing away. I look at Jimin and he seems to have found something to write about.

"Alright Hyung! What do you think!?" "Yah! Why are you shouting? Im right here." I say turning to grab his book. I found a square that boxed in a short verse. Cute lil Mochi. "As much as my heart flutters, Im just as afraid. Fate keeps being envious of us. I am just as afraid as you are. When you see me. When you touch me.." Wow. This good for a first timer. "So? Thoughts?" "J-jiminie this is amazing. Im impressed seriously." I say flashing him a big smile. "Thanks Hyung! Seriously you helped alot." He said grabbing my hand. No dont..dont feel that way! My thoughts screamed at me.

"Y-yoongi Hyung? Are you alright?" I hear Jimin say. "Uh yeah. Sorry, I just spaced out. Lets go the guys are probably home by now." I say getting up to gather my things. "Is this about Christmas?" I froze. "What?" I said turning to face him. "Things between us feel different." He said as he fiddled with his sleeves. "Sorry you feel that way. What do you want to do about it?" I ask looking down. "I-If I said I wanted to do it again, would you allow it?" I looked up to see him standing in front of me. "Do what exactly?" I whispered "K-kiss me.." He said in a quiet voice. "Jimin, Im your Hyung. We cant." I try to move to the door to run away from this moment.

I was pulled away from the door knob and saw Jimin stand in between me and the door. "I-I dont know why I want this. I just do. Please?" He said again pulling me closer. "J-jiminie, I-I dont think we should d-" "Kiss me Hyung. Just once and thats it." Jimin cut me off. Defeated I leaned in closer to his lips. Slowly connecting them together. Our lips moving in sync, we stayed like that for awhile. We pulled away to catch our breathes, I looked at Jimin whos eyes were still closed. I latched our lips together again, the kiss was deeper this time. Jimin made quiet soft moans through the kiss. I licked his lips hoping for entrance which Jimin allowed. We made out for awhile. It was amazing to have him here doing this...

*knock knock*

We quickly apart looking at one another before I shouted "Yeah? Whos there?" "Hyung its Jungkook. Jin Hyung said for you both to come home, dinner is almost ready." Jungkook called through the door.

How am I supposed to forget my feelings for him after that? Does that mean he likes me?

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