Serendipity - Yoonmin [COMPLETE]

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--Jimins POV--
"Wheres Yoongi?" I ask our manager. "He wasnt there when we woke up. We thought he came in early." Thats when hes expression changed. "Uh will you all sit. We need to tell you something. Min Yoongi came to me early this morning. He expressed that it would be best if he left BTS." "WHAT!?! No call him back!" Namjoon Hyung yelled. "Tell him we need him." Jin Hyung said earning some head nods from the rest of us. "He will not be permanently removed. To the rest of the world and to ARMY, he is dealing with family issues. So he needs to be home. But he will return soon we hope. Please no more questions. You are free to go." We are all in shock. Jungkook is crying as well as Taehyung. Namjoon seems angry and Jin and Hoseok Hyung are comforting the other two. Why did you leave us? Why did you leave me? Just then my phone vibrated.

Yoongi Hyung is calling....

I stood up quickly moving to the hallway and answered. "Hyung?"I said feeling a wave of emotions. "Im sorry. I have to do this. Its best for us." He said quickly leaving me confused. "Us? Hyung please come back. C-come home." I say as my voice break. The line was silent. "J-jiminie please take care of yourself." He says in a cracky voice. "No dont go..Please Hyung c-come home. We can figure things out. Just come back to us. To m-me." At this point Im crying nit really caring anymore. "Goodbye." Is all I hear before the line cuts. "Please, I love you." I whisper to myself. Why Yoongi? Why now?

We make our way back to our house and its quiet. We found Yoongis note and Hoseok read it aloud for us. Why did you leave us? I felt like my world shattered. I went to his room and sat on his bed. The bed still looks the way I left it. I laid down as I clutched my legs to my chest crying softly as I can. When I noticed his notebook where he kept his lyrics he wrote. There was a note that said "In case you need help with lyrics(:" I find the lyrics he wrote the one time we were in his studio. "Her" nice title. I continued looking the book when I came across a song that caught my eye. It looked like he finished it. It was called "Best of me."

"When you say that you love me
Feels like I’m walking across the sky
Tell me about forever, just one more time
When you say that you love me
I just need those words
That you’ll never change, just one more time

You’re everything in this world to me
Harder, so it hurts, hold me tight
We shared something
And you can’t make it nothing
I hope you don’t forget
You’re my

Day by day
Summer, winter
Even if you don’t know

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

I haven’t seen the end to myself either
But if there’s such a thing, wouldn’t it be you?
I wanted to be a warm wave
But why didn’t I know you’re the ocean?
What do I do? I’m speaking in your language
I’m breathing in your breath
I’ll be you, you hold me
I’m kissing your sword

So take my hand right now
I can’t believe myself
Words I said thousands of times only to myself
Don’t leave me
You got the best of me
You got the best of me
Whether this is a dream or reality, it’s not important
Just the fact that you’re by my side
Thanks

Day by day
Summer, winter
Even if you don’t know

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

You’re my salvation, you’re my shield
I just need you
You got the best of me
I need you
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

It was raining
It was snowing
But all unhappiness stopped
You brought heaven to me
Don’t speak so easily
Because without you, there’s no me
You’re the best of me
The best of me

Just give me assurance
That’s all I want
Even if there are no rules
Laws of love do exist
Who got the best of me?
Who got the best of me?
No one knows but I know me
My greatest master is you

You got the best of me
You got the best of me
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

You’re my salvation, you’re my shield
I just need you
You got the best of me
I need you
So please just don’t leave me
You got the best of me

When you say that you love me
Feels like I’m walking across the sky
Tell me about forever, just one more time
When you say that you love me
I just need those words
That you’ll never change, just one more time"

I couldnt help but smile at these lyrics. Maybe this was a sign, he feels the same? And thats why he left. I closed the notebook and turned the lights off. I cried myself to sleep on his bed. Are you safe somewhere? Are you thinking about us? Why did you really leave? Why now? Why now when Ive finally come to terms with my feelings. I miss you...