I fall asleep, today is Friday as well so I'm scared that I'm going to have that same bad nightmare again but luckily I don't. I hear cameron talking on the phone to someone . "I love you baby". I think to myself that it must be my imagination because Cameron is my boyfriend . I hop out of bed and head to the next room that he is in . I pop my head around the corner of the door . "Bae I miss you , I wish you were here with me" I hear him say . I feel tears build up in my eyes . I burst into tears and run to the bathroom , I lock the door and grab a blade out of the shaver in the shower. "I'm sorry but I have to do this , please forgive me" I say while looking up to the sky . I hold the blade up to my wrists and cut myself a few times before I break down . I walk over to the corner of the room , sit down and tilt my head down into my knees . "Princess are you in the bathroom" I hear cam say . "Yea I will be out soon " I try to say without making it obvious that I'm crying . "Such a great boyfriend he is , not even realising how hurt I am" I say in my head. I quickly get up, pull my sleeve over my cuts , wipe my tears and cake my face with makeup so it doesn't look like I've even crying . I unlock the door and make my way downstairs to make some lunch . I make myself and sandwich , while spreading the butter I feel cameron wrap his arms around my waist . "Looks good babe" he tells me . " I drop the butter knife and storm out or the room . "Baby what's wrong?" He shouts from across the room . I slam my door and out my headphones on and turn my music up to full volume , I do that to block out the world and some how it actually helps .
A few days have past and I haven't talked to cameron since . I decided I have had enough and to ask him about this girl he was talking to on his phone . "Cameron we need to talk " I tell him pulling him away from his laptop . " okay?" He says confused . "The other day you were talking on the phone and you told someone that you miss them and love them " I tell him with tears in my eyes . "Oh my gosh princess , have you checked vine lately?" He asks me I get so pissed and run to the bathroom because he completely just blew me off . Since he told me to check vine I did . I saw Taylor's latest vine were he's talking on the phone , the voice on the other end of the phone is cams saying "I love you baby" "bae I miss you " and "I wish you were here with me" . I then realise the only reason cam said those things were for Taylor's vine . I feel like such a dick now . I run to cams room. "Cam baby?" I say franticly knocking on his door. The door slams open revealing topless cameron . "Zayum" I say out loud . I push him down to the bed and hold his big hands "hey um about before , I'm so sorry I thought you were cheating on me but it was just for the vine " I say nervously smiling . "Aw beautiful it's okay " . He smashes his soft lips on mine. The kiss soon turns into a make out session . I feel cams hands pull my top over my head . So I do the same to him . I sit on his lap . We kept making out for a while until we rip off our clothes and uh you know what happens next . I was just nervous about the fact that we didn't use protection and that I'm only 15.
~Lauren's pov~
It's been a few days since me and cam did it. I haven't told anyone and me and him haven't talked about it since . I'm nervous that all the fans will find out and I'll get a lot of hate , I'm also so scared about the fact the I might be pregnant because we didn't wear protection and I've been feeling super sick lately . Today me and Cameron are just honing to have a nice alone time day but first I'm going ask if we can penny board down to the nearest pharmacy to buy some pregnancy tests .
"Babe , do you think we could go penny board to the pharmacy and get some pregnancy tests?" I ask cam . "Sure bae , let's go" he says grabbing the penny boards and passing me my one. It's a beautiful day I hear cameron say . I giggle . "What's so funny baby" he asks me , "you do realise you said that out loud right?" I tell him smiling . "Haha yes princess I do know I said it out loud, but the only thing that makes it this beautiful is you baby" he says stopping and giving me a quick kiss . After a few minutes we finally get to the pharmacy . I get cameron to go to the counter and buy them because I'm to scared about what the workers will say or think about me . After that we get home and we both run up to the bathroom . "Babe privacy " I tell cam . We walks out and closes the door. I pee on the test , I open the door and tell cam that we have to wait for a few minutes . "Wow longest minutes of my life " I hear cameron say under his breath . "It's okay babe , I probably won't even be pregnant" I tell him . He just smiles and gives me a tight hug . After a few minutes I look down at the test , I freak out I feel tears building up in my eyes . "I-it's positive " I cry .
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Sorry for the short chapter . Hope you liked it 💕
