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A/N i dont know if many of you guys have been confused but my friend was so ima help anyone else that might be confused about this ok so zoulue and skylar both have diffrent nicknames for each oher and that was i think dindin and hubby, ok they wont use those for awhile.

they will only use them when they are more comfortable in there relationship and they are normally going to use them when they are alone so ya. sorry if any of you guys were confused. they will be using sky and lue for a while. also i will be updating on weekend because im still in school and it is hard to keep both of these up at once.

especally since finals are going to be coming up soon
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lues pov
i was able to go home yesterday and ley me just say im dying plain and simple. why you may ask, it is because

of my wonderful mate. you see since the incedent he does not let me close doors not even the bathroom.

i cant shit by myself.

right now im trying to slip our of bed without sky noticing.

i slowly lifted his arm and rolled out of the bed i got eady for the drop so i wouldnt make any noise.

when im about to drop i get sooo happy cause im finally going to be free for a few hrs but then the drop never comes and arms get

wrapped around me O MY FN GOD I WAS SO CLOSE Y MOON GODDESS Y DO YOU HATE ME!!!!!!!! i scream mentally.

"Why cant i go anywhere without you by me" i whine

"because i dont want a repeat of what happend last time" he said "ok i understand but if you dont give me space i WILL do it again you are sufficating me.

"DONT SAY THAT IM ONLY TRYING TO PROTECT YOU!!" yelled sky "I KNOW YOU ARE BUT YOU ARNT ALLOWING ME TO DO ANYTHING ALONE> I CANT PISS OR SHIT WITHOUT YOU WATING ME!" i yelled back.

"BECAUSE I DONT TRUST YOU!!!" he yelled.

wow that was a low blow. it felt like he just he tore out my heart "well if you dont trust you then why are you with me because to be in a relation ship you have to have trust" i said

" im with yo-" he started but i cut im off.

" and dont forget YOU - YOU are the reason i tried to KILL MYSELF BECAUSE YOU WANTED ME TO BE A FEMALE WELL IM SORRY" i yelled

i got up and ran out. but not to my room i ran to the library.

when i got there i went to the piano to let my feeling out. i started playing eco by jason walker.

hello, hello anybody out there? 'cause i dont hear a sound alone, alone

i dont really know where the world is but i miss it now im out on the edge

and im screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs sometimes when

i close my eyes i pretend im alright but it's never enough 'cause my eco, eco

is the only voice coming back shadow, shadow is the only friend that i

have listan. listan i would take a whisper is thats all you have to give but it

isn't, isn't you could come and save me and try to chase it crazy right out

of my head im out on the edge and im screaming my name like a fool

at the top of my lungs sometimes when i close my eyes i pretend im alright

but it's never enough 'cause my eco, eco is the only voice coming back shadow