Bliss///Finn Wolfhard X Reader

Sorry doesn't fix things

"y/n you comin' or what!" Noah yelled from the other room.

"Yeah I'll be right out" I answer back while grabbing my Backpack and slipping on my torn up shoes.  i open my door and walk over to Noah and we both walk out of my house.  

Instead of going to Millie's like we usually do she said she would meet us at school.  She probably got a ride with Troy or something.

We go our usual way talking about random crap and making each other laugh.  Noah and I are super close, maybe closer than Millie is only because we were friends longer.  I moved to Hawkins with my family when I was in first grade, when we were a stable family I met Noah at school and we immediately clung together.  It was us two and our other friend named Gaten, but Gaten moved a long time ago, before we met Millie.

After about five minutes of us being straight idiots we made it to the school.  Noah and I walked into the main entrance and pushed past people to get to our lockers.  We waited by mine for Millie.  While we were waiting I opened my locker and a folded up paper came out of it.  I picked it up and shoved it in my pocket.  i would look at it in private.

Soon Millie came around the corner and walked towards us.  she didn't give us hugs since we were at school and we have to look "tough"

"Hey Mills" I said, she said hi back and put her back against the locker next to mine.  I shut my locker and did the same as her with Noah next to me.  

"So were you driving with Troy" Noah said wiggling his eyebrows.  I laughed at his Joke and Millie rolled her eyes.

"Shut up Noah" She said while laughing.

soon the late bell rang and students rushed into their classrooms.  Millie and Noah headed towards there classes and I went to mine.  when I sat down I took the crumpled up paper out of my pocket and unfolded it.  It was written in pen and read "meet me under the bleachers at lunch -Finn' I crumpled the paper back up and threw it in the trash.  He is such a cliche teen.

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It was lunch time and as told I got up from my table telling Millie and Noah I would be right back and I headed out to the Football field.  I kept a straight face as I walked towards the bleachers but on the inside I was happy to see him.  When I got over to the bleachers I saw finn standing leaning against the metal.  when he saw me he stood straight up I walked closer keeping a straight face and shoved my hands in my pocket.  

'What do you want..." i said,  Finn frowned when he heard my harsh tone.

"Well um, i'm sorry" Finn stood back a little bit and I raised an eyebrow at him.

'For..." I asked but all of a sudden my question was answered when I felt myself get grabbed and pushed against the metal fence.  I see Jack who is trying to hold me still while someone who I'm guessing is Wyatt starts tying my hands behind the pole.  I try to squirm out of Jacks grip but he hold tight onto my shoulders.  

"This is payback you bitch" Jack spit into my face and let go of me since Wyatt was done tying me up.

"I didn't think that note was going to work but I guess you thought Finn liked you huh, he wouldn't like trash like you" Jack taunted at me while high fiving Wyatt.  i looked over at Finn and he had his head down.  

"Now what" Wyatt said obviously bored of just taunting me.

I tried to pull myself out but it wasn't working.  All of a sudden Jack flings himself at me and starts punching me over and over again but I didn't yelp or scream I stayed still.  He wasn't going to win.  I flung my leg up and kicked him between his legs.  he fell to the ground and Wyatt stepped in slapping me over and over again.  The bell for next class finally rung and Wyatt helped Jack up then they grabbed a glass from a soda bottle from the ground and cut the rope of along with my skin.  I swung my arms around and looked at mu wrist they were all cut up with one slash oozing blood.  I fell to the ground and landed on my knees and I just looked at my hands and wrist.  Finn kneeled down next to me and tried to touch my arm but I moved away.

"Get away from me!" I yelled at him, he jumped a little then looked at me with said eyes.

"I'm sorr-" I cut him of from apologizing.

"Sorry, your sorry? Well Sorry doesn't fix things, Just leave me alone" I hissed at him.

Finn stood still for a moment then he slowly rose and headed back to the buildings.  I Just st under the bleachers.  I felt a tear roll down my cheek and I just let it fall.  After a minute or two I heard someone running closer to me. 

"y/n!" I hear Millie yell.

I turn around and Millie slides next to me and hugs me tightly.

"y/n are you okay" she asked worriedly.

"yeah um I'm fine" I say and look down at my wrists.  Millie also looks and she gasps as she sees blood all over me and my clothes 

"Oh god y/n! here um take this." she takes off her bandanna that she was wearing on her head and wrapped it around the cut and tied it into a knot.

"thanks" I tel her and slip out a smile.

"No problem" she smiles back.

"hey um wheres Noah?"

"Well he is inside right now beating up Finn.."

I stand up and look at her. "Why!"

"Well while we were looking for you Finn came up to us and told us you were out here and you needed help and when we asked why he told us he hurt you and it was all his fault.  i came running out here but Noah grabbed on to Finns shirt and started yelling at him" Millie explained.

At that moment I din't know how to feel, should I go help Finn or should I let him get what he deserved.  But he is getting hurt.

I don't want him hurt.

Or do I?

God I hate my mind.

I then did what any cliche person would do, I let my heart decide.  All of a sudden I started to run toward the school doors, Millie followed behind me and we ran into the building.  I pushed the doors open and saw Finn pinned up against the wall and Noah was punching him over and over again.

I pulled Noah away and looked at him, he was breathing heavy.  Noah took a quick look at me then tried to run back to Finn but I held him back.  soon Millie came in and she helped me hold onto Noah.

'Let me go!" Noah yelled at us 

"No Noah this is what they want, they want us to stoop down to there level, to get them back.  It not worth it I promise"

"but he hurt you"

"It not worth it"

Noah stopped trying to pull away.  I let go of him and looked at Millie who understood what I was saying.

"Well I don't want to go back to class" Millie said while laughing.

"Me either" I responded.

"Well then lets hop the fence' Noah said and headed to the door Millie followed. I stayed and looked at Finn.

"y/n you coming?" Millie said while holding the door.

"Yeah hold on" I responded.  Millie nodded and walked out the door.

I walked closer to Finn 

"y/n-" 

"Do you like me?"

"of course I do" He said while getting closer to me.

"Is this a game to you?"

"No I didn't want that to happen"

"then why were you there, you were a part of it"

'they forced me y/n i'm sorry...do you forgive me'

I paused for a second and stared at Finn with his pleading eyes.  Deep down i just wanted to kiss him but I knew that he would just hurt me again 

I finally answered "debatable" I headed towards the door.

"when will I find out the answer"  Finn asked hopeful.

I turned my head to look at Finn "Tonight at Benny's 5:30....but this doesn't mean anything" I turned back around and headed towards Millie and Noah.

Why do I keep falling into his trap.  what is this boy doing to me