First Show

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  Today was my first show and of course it was here in L.A.  This tour is not really for me but for my fans.
  I want to give back to them and with all the negativity in the world I kinda figured I'd do something to bring us all together, even people that aren't even fans of me.
  I don't have many talents.  I can sing certain songs, and play piano but that's all.  But this tour was more than that.  It's to spread love and positivity.  This tour is called 'The love project'.
  "I'm so nervous." I sighed.  I was in my dressing room backstage and talking to Colby while I was getting ready.
  "Same." Colby said.  I knew why he was nervous.  Considering all the stuff that happened to us, the fans wouldn't just let this go.  They still want to know what happened.   But we both agreed that we shouldn't say anything.
  "I think we're gonna be fine.  Don't you?" I said in hopes to relax myself, Colby as well.
  "Yeah I think.  I've talked to crowds before.  You?" He asked.  I shook my head rapidly, remembering the place, that can fit 30,000 people sold out.  "Hey you're gonna be fine.  We're just gonna talk, answer question, take pictures, then party with the fans."
  "I know.  I just hope everything goes well." I sighed.  He rubbed my back slowly, giving me reassurance.  He kissed me on the forehead and I smiled.



  "HEY GUYS!" I yelled walking on stage, with Colby, Sam, Kat, Brennen, Corey and Devyn.  The crowd went crazy on que and we all took it in.
  "How are y'all doin tonight?!" Colby asked.  They all screamed louder and we all took our seats.
  "Hey guys!  Welcome to the first show of 'The Love Project!' And what a wonderful turn out.  One more round of applause please.  For you guys." One again the crowd went crazy and I smiled.
  "Shall we get started?" Sam asked.



  The show is going great so far.  Corey and Devyn danced, Kat sang a song, I had a few serious conversations along with the others, and Sam, Colby, and Brennen lightened the mood.
  "Any other question?" I asked.  A fan raised her hand and I pointed her out. "That smexy mofo with the cute pink blouse." She blushed and nervously laughed.
  "Thank you!  Um...what happened with you guys?  Those couple of weeks when things were off." She awkwardly asked.  We all looked at each other and gave an 'Oh shit' face.
  "Uhhhh." We all said in unison, which made the audience laugh.
  "Well-" I started but Colby cut me off.
  "I messed up." He started. "I'm not gonna go into depth about the situation for privacy reasons but...I did something that lead to me breaking Alice's heart.  But I have learned from my mistakes and...will never take her for granted again, I can tell you that."
  The crowd started to applaud Colby and I gave him a kiss.



  We were done with being on stage and we had just finished up taking photos with fans and it was now party time.  Fans were friending each other and it was amazing.  We got to talk to a lot of fans and hang out with them a little.
  Sooner or later the place was closing so we all had to leave.
  "Everything went amazing!" I said relieved.  I have Colby a hug and a kiss, not letting him go.
  "So this is how it's always gonna be.  Your fine." Devyn said.
  "No.  You guys won't be there.  Not even Colby." I sighed. "I'm gonna be traveling for 90 Days straight with out you guys."
  They all looked at each other, sorrow filling there eyes.  I felt Colby hold me tighter.  I grew sad but didn't wanna show it.
  "Let's help clean." Sam suggests, breaking the silence.  We all nodded and looked for something to do.



  It was the day after the show and Colby was at my house helping me pack my things.
  "I wanna bring this."
  "Bring what you need."
  "I need my Polaroid." I said.
  "No you don't, not if you don't have enough space." Colby shot back.
  We've been arguing about the smallest shit since we've started.  From what to eat, to what I should bring on tour.  We were both on edge since I'm leaving in a week.  Even though it's only three months it felt like I was leaving for a year.
  "You know what I'm sorry, bring it." He sighed.
  "Thank you.  And lose the attitude." I said annoyed.
  "Sorry mom." He rolled his eyes.
  I stopped what I was doing and stared into his eyes, challenging him.
  "You know what, make yourself useful and...COOK.  I don't know, just leave me alone." I sighed.  He got up and left and I ran a hand through my hair, aggravated.
  I continued packing and I stopped and thought about what I was doing.  I barely left the house, and now I was gonna travel the U.S and the U.K.
  "Oh god." I sighed.  I placed my face in my hands and started to cry.  "Oh my god, what am I doing."
  Colby walked in and noticed my breakdown. "Babe?  Are you okay what's wrong, are you upset with me?"
  "No I'm just overwhelmed.  With the tour, and leaving you, and UGH." I sighed wiping my tears.
  Colby rapped his arms around me and gave me a kiss.
  "It's okay I know.  How about we take a break." He suggested.  I nodded and calmed down in his embrace.  How was I gonna part ways with him when I leave?
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A/N: Last chapter is next😭

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