Lets Talk

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I woke up with the largest headache I've ever had. I sat up and looked around, taking in my surroundings. I wasn't home.
I looked at myself and saw I had on Bryan's merch on. I sighed and shook my head. I thought about last night and face palmed at my actions.
"You've gotta be fucking kidding." I sighed. I stood up, my feet touching the cold floor.
I looked for my phone and sighed when I couldn't find any of my stuff. My clothes, purse, wallet. Gone.
I walked out of the lounge, where I was resting, and looked for the others.
"Peep the merch!" Bryan yelled vlogging me.
"Why would you put this on me." I laughed walking away from cameras perspective. I walked up the stair, and entered Alissa and Ricky's room.
"Banks. Alissa. Where's my shit." I said rubbing the sleep out of my eyes.
Alissa gave me a disappointed look and pointed at my stuff. I walked over to it and grabbed it.
"Why have you been partying a lot?" Ricky said.
"No the question is, why have you been drinking Alcohol like it's water." Alissa said sternly.
"Because I like Alcohol." I sighed. "I like to forget."
"For a night? Alice thats not healthy." Ricky said concern filling his voice.
"Yeah I know." I sighed putting my phone away.
"No you don't. What do you have to go to rehab or something?" Alissa said.
  "What?!  No way!  I'm not an alcoholic!" I said, defense mode kicking in. "Okay I'll...I'll admit it.  I drank a lot just to get the edge off but I'm not obsessed with alcohol.  If that were the case you should've seen me a year or two ago."
  "Not funny." Ricky said.  I rolled my eyes and sighed.
  "I stopped drinking before, I can do it again." I said stuffing my clothes in my purse.
  "Well according to your logic, not as long as Colby is still on your mind." Alissa said.
  I thought for a moment and moved my hair from my face. "I think that won't be a problem...I think I'm...fine?"
  "What?!" They both said at the same time.
  "Yeah.  Shocking but I think I feel better now.  When I saw Colby last night, I felt fine. I think...never mind." I sighed "Point is I'm done with the alcohol abuse. These past mornings have been the worse."
They nodded and let out a breath. They both got up and gave me a hug.
"Next time just call us or something." Alissa said. I nodded and left there embrace. "Are you off?"
"Yup, sadly in these clothes." I said. They laughed at Bryan's merch, Ricky patting my shoulder.



I knocked on the boys front door, awkwardly waiting for someone to answer.
Aaron opened the door and his eyes grew, as if they were ready to leave his sockets.
"Alice?" He said. I know it's weird that IM showing up to apologize, but it wasn't as if a unicorn was at their door.
"Um yeah. Hi Aaron." I said scratching the back of my neck. "May I come in? I brought food."
He noticed the basket of food in my hand and opened the door wide enough to let me in.
"Colby is still sleeping, he's been sleeping in lately." He informed me. I cringed slightly at the though, guilt coursing through my veins.
"It's my fault isn't it?" I sighed.
"Oh no! Guilt just won't let him get out of bed." He shrugged. I placed the food on their kitchen table.
"I brought baked goods, and lunch." I said. Corey and Devin walked down the stairs and looked at me in shock. "Yeah I know. Shocking."
Devin shrugged and gave me a hug. "How have you been?"
"I'm...better. Well good enough to finally talk." I said moving a strand of hair from my face. She nodded and squeezed my hands.
"I brought you all lunch." I said gesturing to the basket. Aaron had already opened it and was going for the pasta. They both thanked me and walked over.
I sighed and mentally prepared for the talk we were going to have. Or rejection.
I knocked on the door, waiting for an answer. I received a loud groan and I smiled slightly.
"Uh...it's me. Alice." I said through the door.
"Oh. Uh come in." He said. I could hear him fixing himself. I opened at door and slowly walked in.
"Hi." I said quietly. He awkwardly said hi back, putting on a shirt. "I...brought food."
I cringed at myself not knowing what to say. I still kept cool and didn't show it.
"Thank you." He said.
"You've been crying?" I asked, noticed his bloodshot eyes, and tear stained face.
"Yeah. You?" He said rubbing his eyes.
"Obviously." I sighed.
"So..." Colby said. I thought for a moment and spoke off the top of my head.
"I'm not mad anymore." I confessed. "I'm not mad, I don't hate you, but I'm still...sad?"
"I know and you have every right to be."
"Well I have no right to treat you the way I did." I sighed. "I think I forgave you a while ago, but I didn't want to."
"I definitely don't deserve it." Colby said with a shrugged.
"No you don't. Maybe you felt that way at first, but in the end you actually...loved me?" I said.
"I still love you, my want for revenge was just getting to my head, but all along I did really like you, I just wouldn't except that. And that's my fault." He admitted.
"So what now?" I asked.
"Are we done?" He responded.
"I forgave you." I sighed "I miss you, and I still love you."
"What are you saying?" He said, hope filling his eyes.
"I don't know? Do you want to try again?" I asked.
"No." He said. I raised an eyebrow, rejection stabbing me in the heart. "I want to start all over again."
I let out a breath and smiled.
"Okay. Let's do it." I said, satisfactory filling my voice.
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A/N: YAY! They made up! Ending coming soon😭

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