for him.

...the end

i abruptly end this series.
as ive come to terms with my mind.
my feelings.
and my reality, that you'll never come back.
you'll never love me.
you'll never understand the pain im in.
and finally
for the first time in 3 years, im totally
100%
ok with it.
i wish you love
but i must wish you loss as well.
because if ive had to go through it,
so should you.
karma will hit you.
and you'll realize
the damage you've caused
maybe
and hopefully
in another life.
thank you. for teaching me what love
is not.