week one

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sooo the first week of the new year has passed by and now it's not sunday anymore (it's half past midnight on sunday as i am writing this) (and i know me so i'll probably only publish this like next week or so) but yesterday i thought about how this week went (and aGain- it went by SO fast) and came to the conclusion that i am, yet again, miserable

i don't really know why but maybe it's because i feel so useless and dumb and stuff

in four months it will be a year since i've finished school and i still haven't done any of the things that i definitely wanted to have achieved and well, everyone else is doing great and fantastic and has managed everything they put their minds to so why am i so incredibly incompetent

but yeah i was in this other city over new year's for a few days, here is only one picture (sadly) because i was unable to take more apparently?

but yeah i was in this other city over new year's for a few days, here is only one picture (sadly) because i was unable to take more apparently?

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it was nice, it rained a lot but i'm not complaining as i didn't fall sick for once (hooray)

anyway, what else...

i've got a new job, which sucks even more than my last one and to compensate the casual existential despair that follows after every shift, i watch old snl sketches

i still didn't do the pretest test for driving theory and i forgot the answers to nearly all of the 1243 questions i had to learn so i have to learn all of them all over again yippie

and yeah rn things just suck but iM still trying to maintain the remnants of my pre-new-year-optimism (which will probs flop altogether in a few days, max)

so how's your new year been so far? feel free to tell me about your resolutions and how they're going!

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