im fine.
thats what i tell my self every day.
i know im not.
but im to afraid of sharing my feelings.
its not like i dont want to open up.
i just cant.
i tell people im fine on a daily basis.
im clearly not fine.
therapy didnt work.
sports didnt work.
art didnt work.
nothing worked.
i just hope that one day i can say 'im fine'
and actually mean it.