The question you've given me
To why I didn't give up,
And the answer you got
"I should've", wasn't a lie.
For all I ever did, I had a purpose I suppose
I wanted for a minute for you to not give up,
That's all.
But every moment , You would push me
Further and further away,
And I could no longer see you
From here, all the way over there.
I let you become what u feared the most
A person I love who doesn't exist anymore.
And it's easy for you to leave,
Since nothing is in your way,
In fact you've left far before you arrived at this place.
And I wish for your happiness.
I wish for you only well.
I wish you forgot me,
But that has already happened.
So no sadness, no worries.
In the blank space
I still write your name
Because you left a mark
In a soul that has been, for a long time,
Dead.
You breathe life into,
An object of your interest,
It may be a piece of paper,
Porcelain,
Or corpse, nothing is different.
And because it's easy,
For you to live so silently,
I promise I will give up,
On what I was trying to be.
