Oh how I want to see
What it's like to be finally free
Oh how I wish to be
The one to hurt someone else, indeed
I wish to be the God
Or dead, at least, if I have a choice
To choose what I need.
Oh how I wish I got to see
That smile of yours that brings me peace
Of mind and a piece of earth
That i can walk on freely with no concern.
What if I wake up and become aware
That you're long gone, you ran away
And all I ever needed to be
Is in a viewings distance of you and your dreams,
What if I fall asleep and dream again
Of you holdings me like you uses to in bed
And it hurts, the nightmares are rough
And your smile is gone beyond dimming light.
Oh how I want to see
The little grin that I swear I need
Oh how I wish to be
In the viewings distance of what you mean
To me, the smallest things are huge
And I need you and miss you, but sure
I know you're far too gone
And you're happy and healthy
And I'm glad for you.
