Y/N's POV
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It was a bitter and unpleasant morning in Ohio. The clouds blanketing the blue sky with a dark evil shade of dark grey.
The trees stood bare and dead.
I gaze out my window noticing the still dead winter. My brother Jakob moved to New York at the end of summer. He enjoys it and harps on how beautiful the city is. He misses home but NYC is now his home his life. He has told me all about his new job, he is a manager of a boy band called Why Don't We. He promises he will er me a flight to New York so I can live with him.
I sit pondering, I feel so neglected in Ohio, my mother is constantly at the pub getting wasted until she can forget the past. My father moved away leaving my mother to raise two kids by herself. He now lived happily in Miami with his new partner Maggie with three well looked after children. My mother was clearly not over dad, leading to an unhealthy addiction.
I fiddle around with a paper clip whiles I stare pointlessly at my homework. It felt like school had signed me up to failure, I was never smart enough. I look on my grades paper constantly seeing D- and F's scattered across my grades. I was jealous of my friend Miranda, she was everything you could want in a girl smart, pretty, sporty, nice, what was I nothing I was nothing.
"I cannot do this" I whisper to myself throwing my book across my room "Why am I so stupid?!" You jump on your bed and scroll through Instagram. I saw all the girls at my school posing for a picture and getting 1,000 likes. I forever wish I was cool.
I decide I should go for a walk to blow some energy. I wrapped myself in a big beige coat with a white scarf, grey beanie, black jeans with some black boots. My light brown wavy hair floats down my shoulders. I inhale a bitter cold breath exhaling a puff of warm air soon to disappear to invisible cool air.
I kicked along a Pebble on the paved paths, until it disappeared. I feel a sharp jerk on my jacket causing me to fall down and to whack my head. The pain was overwhelming. "Get up" a snobby toned voice squeaked at me. "I said get up!" It repeated firmly. I could hear other people giggling. "Or what?" You managed to blurt out. "Oh my she speaks! Well you won't see the ending of your loser life that's what" she snarls back at me. You swivel around to face the blonde haired girl who was looking down at you with a pissed off glare in her pale blue eyes. "Screw you Beverly" You day while standing up. I clench my teeth together and flatten my eyebrows. "Just because your brother is famous and cool, doesn't give you a free run! Got it Y/N" she glares at you. All her friends are standing behind her glaring at me with their dagger of eyes. "You mustn't be that cool if you have to snoop so low to put people down" I say through my gritted teeth. "I hate you Y/N and I am cool I'm the most popular girl in-" "in your mind" you finish her sentence and give her a fake smile. "I am going to make your life a living hell Y/N, and you watch your back" Beverly screams. She walks closer to you and punches you in the face. I decide not to retaliate and walk off like it didn't hurt.
I make my way home with blood dripping down my face. I knew it was going to leave a mark. I don't even know her deal. She acts like she's queen B when really she is a bitch, a cold hearted bitch. My phone buzzes in my pocket giving me a fright.
Jakob: Hey little sis 👋 I have got good news for you 😗
Y/N: shoot ❤️
Jakob: I got you a one way flight to NYC! 😆 you are coming to stay with me. I had a chat with mother Catherine who said she wasn't in the right mind set to look after you ❤️ so looks like you coming to stay 😉
Y/N: OMG REALLY! 😱 I am so happy!!! When am I leaving?! ✈️
Jakob: Tomorrow 6pm😗 tickets on counter btw. Start packing little sis 🙂
Seen 5:09pm
I start throwing my clothes and belongings into a suitcase. You feel a smile wiping onto your face. You can change your life around in NYC. You slowly clean up your room and keep unwanted clothing and photos behind.
**Time skip to the next day**
I catch an Uber to the airport, you look out the window in the cab and see houses, dead trees and a wind blowing the fallen leaves over the city. I found it strange why people found the winter months beautiful, everything is dying. You see raindrops falling onto the window and running down the surface until it fell to the ground and crashed into pieces. You look up at the cloudy sky and hope for a better start, a better time. You see Beverly and her group up ahead. I roll the window down and scream "Later bitches!" While pulling the finger at them. The looked confused , but I chuckled quietly too myself. Goodbye Beverly Small.
I reach the airport. I flash the cash at the Uber driver and grab my three bags from the boot of the car. It was a long monotonously experience to finally board the plane. I put my headphones in my ears and started listening to some top hits. An old man sat down beside you and glared at you whiles you hummed the tune of P!nk's newest song. You turn your head slowly towards him frowning, and tightening your eyes closed whiles your eyebrows got pushed down making a very good bitch glare. He quickly looked away and started reading his newspaper. From this you knew it was going to be a long flight.
First chapter of my fanfic hope you like ittt! Sorry if it is bull shit but hope you enjoy my story! Trust me it is going to get better I promise. Stick in there 🎈
