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12 January
Dear Diary,
          I'm so happy i got you. Doniya gifted me. And you're my first friend besides louis. I can't express how happy i am feeling right now. Having someone who listens to me quietly while i blabber the hell out of me.
         Wait I'm gonna name you something. Um... Rodger? No its too tough for a fragile things like you. Then... Kitty? Yeah that's fine.
          I love this black color cover of yours. I am gonna keep you wrapped up in my favorite cloth. You're my only best friend for now. And I'm pretty sure I'll be needing you a lot.
         Let me start telling you things i did today. It was my birthday yay. I've never been fan of my birthdays honestly. But this year it was a little different. All of my sisters came home to celebrate. Yes they live far away in hostel. I'm always alone in here with mum and dad. I miss my sisters a lot. So it was quite nice seeing them after months.
           First, Doniya (my older sister) got me a Batman cake. She knows I'm big fan of Batman. And i turned 15 years old today. The candles over it looked very fancy in written letter 1 and 5. Safaa the youngest one wanted to cut it for me. So she held my hand while we cut it together.
            I could see my parents cheering up with happy smiles. It's all fake. They never really were happy. But they didn't want to ruin my sisters visit for that. Im glad i got to see them happy today.
               You know the best part was gifts. As i said doniya gifted me YOU. Safaa gave me a pen saying I'll be needing it for writing you. She's a baby. Waliyha gifted me a nice coffee mug. And my parents gave me bicycle. I was happy all day after years.
                I hope this happiness doesn't go away sooner. I don't wanna feel afraid again. You will know what i am afraid of.
               It's 11:34 p.m. I should head to bed. Or Dad would kill me if he finds out I'm still awake. Gunnie. 

- Zain