25 December
Dear kitty,
Yesterday was Louis' Birthday. I spent my whole day with him. Obviously harry needs some time with louis alone so i had to leave him at night. We did celebrate grand and got drunk too.
It was my last time of drinking in my life. The last occasion i waited for was this. After louis went out with harry, i wrote my one last letter to my mom. Thanking her for everything she has ever done for me. For taking my side in everything. For being the best mum ever. i felt bad about leaving her and being selfish for myself. but this pain can't be understood. i had to do it. i'm sorry mum.
-zain
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FanfictionKitty is Zayn's Diary he writes daily. The tough life he is living. The only source of happiness he found, LIAM. ( A little bit based on Troye Sivan's Blue Neighborhood Triology.)
