Your stomach lurches and your heart pounds
Your breathing quickens as each word surrounds
You can't bring yourself to look them in the eye
You always feel like you're going to fly
As you see a smile painted on their lips
You try to stay calm but everything slips
You feel kind of awkward and your face turns red
You believe you messed up and you want to be dead
Your eyes start to dart and your body starts shaking
You push yourself through the mistakes you are making
You laugh a forced laugh and you drop conversation
Seeing them only through secret observation
You want to be beside them and feel their touch
And there's something you wish and pray for so much
For them to see you the way that you see them
To know that they mean so much more than a friend
But you don't say a thing and you stay in your head
Replaying every word that they said
For just that moment you know you can't lie
You love them but you just don't know why.