Complicated // Why Don't We BoxBoy

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Zach's pov

I lay on my bed listening to the mumbled conversations going on downstairs. I then realize it's corbyn and the others talking to Jonah. Thinking about all the things that happened today just makes me mad. I'm not even sad about it anymore. I hear a pair of footsteps run up the stairs. I expect to hear them walk down the hallway but they walk towards my door. I wait for something to happen. I hear someone take a deep breath. Finally, they knock on my door. I don't say anything. A second knock them happens.

"Zach?" The person says. I recognize the voice to be corbyn's. I roll my eyes hearing it. I get up and quietly walk to the door. I put my hand on the handle but stop. Do I really want to talk to him right now? Would I be able to do it without punching him in the face?

"Zach if you're awake, please talk to me" corbyn says, causing me to slightly jump. I clutch the door handle and swing the door open. There stands a guilty yet punchable looking corbyn. Hate fills my body and most likely my eyes cause corbyn backs up a couple inches.

"What!" I say sternly. He opens up his mouth but nothing comes out. His eyes start to water up. "Dude spit it out!" I yell, a little too loud. Corbyn's eyes start pouring tears. I raise an eyebrow, not knowing whether to feel bad or not.

"Zach, I'm such a fucking asshole! I didn't want to get back together with Christina, I didn't want to hurt your feelings" he finally speaks up.

"But you did corbyn." I say.

"I know and I'm so sorry! I felt pressured into saying yes, Zach.... please.... I love you so much ,I'm just gonna sit here and cry until you forgive me. Please" corbyn says.

At that moment I feel something in my heart. I start to feel bad but I have to shake it off. I shake my head as I start to get angry. I grab hold of the door.

"Cry about it to Christina" I say. I slam the door leaving a sad corbyn outside. I walk over to my bed and put my head phones in my ears. I don't even think back about what I just did.

Jonah's pov

When corbyn walked in that door, I'll admit I have him the stink eye but I tried not to make it obvious. Who does he think he is hurting Zach the way he did? After... they... have... fucking... KISSED! How stupid do you have to be?! I need to calm down. I know corbyn is a good guy. Sometimes. Zach just means a lot to me, and I don't want to see him hurt. In fact, all these boys mean a lot to me. It would hurt me to see them hurt. I should probably take it easy on corbyn. I hear a door slam upstairs. I look up to see corbyn rubbing to his room and closing his door. I walk up the stairs and knock on corbyn's door. Corbyn swings the door open. His eyes are red and puffy, and he doesn't even make eye contact with me.

"Corbyn what happened?" I ask. He shakes his head as more tears stream down his face. I put a hand on his shoulder feeling bad.

"Zach hates me." He says. He grabs the collar of his shirt and cover his face. He runs over to his bed and sobs into his pillow. Following him to his bed, I sit down next to him.

"He doesn't hate you corbyn... he's just angry at you, he'll probably forget about it... for now, just lay low, take a nap maybe I don't know." I say clearly not being the best at advice. I hear corbyn giggle into his pillow. He lifts his head up.

"I will, thanks Jonah" corbyn says smiling. I just nod. I get up and walk to the door closing it. I walk over to Zach's room. I knock on the door.

"GO AWAY CORBYN!" He yells. I silently chuckle to myself.

"Zach it's Jonah" I say. Footsteps make their way to the door. Zach opens the door and smiles at me.

"Sorry, thought you were corbyn" he says. I laugh. I walk in and sit in his bed. "So what's up?" He asks.

"Just wanted to talk." I say. Zach sits down next to me.

"About?" Zach asks.

"Not corbyn, So don't worry" I say with a smile. Zach chuckles. "So... when did you realize you were gay? Was it like just something that popped in your head?... zach help me out here" I say. Zach laughs.

"Ok mr Jonah, I realized I was gay, when corbyn and I kissed." Zach says. I mentally slap myself.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to make the co-" "it's fine Jonah" Zach interrupts.

I smile as I start to realize what really nice eyes Zach has.

"You're eyes are nice" I say. Zach smiles.

"Thanks for that random compliment" Zach says. I laugh. It was pretty random.

"Zach I'm sorry for what happened between you and corbyn" I say.

"Don't even mention it Jonah"

"It's was a shitty thing to do"

"Yes Jonah, it was"

"Just know I would never ever treat you like that" I mentally beat the shit out of myself when I realized what I just said.

"Um.... ok?.." Zach says awkwardly.

"Ok talk done... I'm sorry that came out of nowhere" I say.

"No you're fine" Zach says.

"Yeah you too" I say. Zach's lifts an eyebrow. "Fuck! I mean like.. you're great. Zach. I don't even know what I'm saying.... you're adorable" I say. At this point in spitting out the most random words.

Zach's cheeks turn pink. Well, pinker that usual.

"Thanks Jonah, you're adorable too" Zach says. I awkwardly laugh, and most likely start blushing as well.

I move my hand towards Zach's.

"May I?" I ask. Zach just nods.

I grab his hand.

"Ok this is random and you probably feel awkward because believe me I do too, but I want to help you take your mind off of this whole corbyn situation so... never mind it's stupid" I say. I let go of his hands and start to stand up only to be stopped.

"No say it" Zach says.

My heart starts pounding.

"Zach it's actually really stupid. It will make stuff worse."

"Jonah I'm gonna slap you, come on"

I take a deep breath. "Ok..... Zach do I have.... can.. fuck... canIkissyou?" I ask fast. Zach seems to understand my question as he stares at me in shock.

"See it's stupid" I say. I get up and I'm almost at the door but Zach stops me once again. I turn around.

"Of course you can kiss me" Zach says. I smile. My heart stops beating for a while. I grab Zach's chin and pull him in for a kiss. I have to make sure I'm not dead, cause I swear my heart isn't beating. I feel zach smile into the kiss which makes me smile. Our lips move in sync. It's perfect. His lips are so soft. I pull away from the kiss.

"I don't even know who corbyn is" Zach say. I laugh. Wow this was perfect.