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22 - Where is she?

Tobi's POV
Simon was worried, more worried than I've ever seen him before. Everyone was worried, we hadn't seen Ema in almost 3 days. We thought she'd be back by now, but I guess not. Everyone was over, the Cals, all the girlfriends and Josh(chip) even Will was here. We thought it was about time we start a search party, we hadn't informed the police yet, but if we can't find her today, we'd be straight to the station. We were splitting into groups;

Simon, Myself and Will
Josh, Freya and Freezy
Harry, Kate and JJ
Cal, Sarah and Chip
Ethan, Emily and Vikk

We were going around all of London to look for Ema. Simon, Will and I were the first to leave. We started at her old flat, thinking if Tony was going to take her, he might be at the flat. Simon and I told Will the situation of the ex boyfriend, he seemed to understand completely, "she's told me about this, I didn't really know what to think. I just wanted to protect her, you know what I mean" Will said, I nodded as we walked through the all to familiar corridor. We arrived at the door, Simon and I stood shoulder to shoulder, Will standing behind us. I knocked, waiting for an answer. I listened to see if there was any form of noice behind the wooden door. I looked at Simon, a feeling of annoyance falling over me. "Fuck sake" he said before turning around and walked back to the lift, Will and I followed.
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4am, at 4am Simon and I decided to go home. We had already dropped Will at home hours ago, but we still went on. Everyone had gone back to our house around 11, but Simon and I, we wouldn't give up, we couldn't give up. We had been around London, we've looked absolutely everywhere, neither of us could think of anywhere else. "I don't know, I don't fucking know where else to go" Simon said in frustration, punching the steering wheel. I slouched back in my seat, "of all the people in the world, it just had to be our girl" I said to him, he sighed. "Should we call it a night" he said, the sadness in his voice showing. "I really don't want to, but it's 4 in the morning. We should go sleep, than try again tomorrow" I said to him, he shook his head. "Okay" he replied as he started the ignition. We sat in silence until we got to the house.

We walked in to see everyone asleep in the living room, I sighed and walked to Ema's room and sat on her bed. I fell onto my back and just laid there, taking in the sent of her room, "why you" I whispered out, tears slowly falling down my cheeks. I took a breath in and let it out, tears still rolling. Right now, I couldn't really care what anyone thought, by now soft sobs were being released from my mouth, echoing in the scarily silent room. Placing my hands on my face, I tried to contain the deafening sound of my sobs, but it only seemed to get worse. I sat up and closed my eyes, taking deep breaths in, trying to calm down. The bed shifted beside me, a weight formed around my shoulders. I opened my eyes and saw Simon beside me, his eyes red and his cheeks as puffy as mine. "I could hear you from my room" he said, his voice softer than a whisper and as broken as ever. I tried to form a sentence, but nothing came out, just a light breath. I took a deep breath, trying not to break then and there, "she is literally the only thing that gets me through the day" my voice weaker than ever. Simon sighed, and just hugged my tighter, "you and me both" he replied back, I could tell that this was effecting him as much as it was effecting me. I looked over at him, the sadness seeping from his skin. I couldn't stand seeing him like this, I stood up and walked to her desk, leaning my hands on the hard wood. I looked at it, seeing the pictures and all of the things she had. I picked up an item and showed Simon, "why are her keys here" I said, a slight feeling of confusion. He stood up and took them from me, "If her keys are here, where is her car. She left a couple of days ago in her car" he said, I could see how confused he was. "Wait here" I said before jogging out of the room and to the living room. I looked around the sleeping bodies and found the person I was looking for, "Harry" I whisper, shaking his body. His eyes slowly opened and he looked up at me, his face became more awake as he saw me, "did you find her?" He whispered, I could hear the hope in his voice, "no," I said, "but we found something that is confusing us" I said to him. He stood up, trying not to wake the people around him. He followed me to Ema's room and Simon showed him the keys, "she took her car the other day, didn't she" Simon said, Harry stared at the keys, "Yeah she did" he replied, not knowing what to do. "If her keys are here, where's her car. And most importantly, where is Ema?" He said, confusion taking over his voice.