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29 - Explaination

Ema's POV
It was the next day and Tobi hadn't brought up last night thankfully. I was in his room lying on his bed while he edited. "Tobi" I began, he turned and faced me, "yes Ema" he said, "I've been thinking" I said to him, he turned fully and sat there with raised eyebrows, "about?" He asked, "I want to tell the fans" I said taking a breath, "about us" I finished. A smile came to his face and he walked over taking my hands, "are you sure" he asked, I smiled, "yes, I'm very sure" I said to him, he smiled and stood up rolling his spare chair over to his setup, "take a seat, I've been wanting to do this for ages" he said, a grin covering his face. I couldn't help but laugh, "Alright, do I looked okay?" I asked him, he rolled his eyes playfully, "you always do" he said pecking my cheek as I sat down.

I sat there as he began his intro, listening to every word his said intently. God I was nervous. "..today I am joined with Ema and we have some news to tell you" he said taking my hand under the table, I squeezed it slightly and I saw his smiled slightly from the corner of my eyes. "The news is" I began, "tobi and I are together and we we have been for just under a year. We thought it was time we let the world know"I said smiling, I felt a weight lift of my shoulders. "Now please don't go commenting hate, this is our lives and well, you can't exactly change how you feel about someone" Tobi said, I smiled. "This video will also be on my channel, so both our viewers know, even though most of my subscribers are also Tobi's" I said, a breathy chuckle falling from my mouth. "Anyways, that's it for this video, go check out Ema's channel and I'll see you guys later. Peace" Tobi said finishing the video. "Well that's done then" I said to him, he smiled, "don't be nervous" he said softly, I let out a breath. "Trying not to be" I said to him, he leant in and kissed me softly. It slowly becoming more heated. He picked me up and put me on the bed still kissing me. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck, "Tobi" I whispered, he stopped and looked at me, "you realise that Harry is next door" I said to him, he sighed and rolled over next to me. "Wish we were home alone" he said, causing me to giggle. "You always wish we are" I replied, he chuckled.

We laid there for a while before I sat up realising what I had to do. "Don't upload that video yet" I said to him, he raised an eyebrow at me, "I need to record one first, to explain my... absence" I said. He smiled softly at me, "you sure you want to do that now?" He asked, I nodded and stood up. I walked out closing the door behind me, I took a detour to Simon's room. I knocked on his door and waited for a reply. I walked in once I heard his voice. He smiled when he saw me, "hey Em" he said, I smiled, "hey Si" I replied. I stood in front of him, "can I get you to do me a favour" I said, he looked at me concerned. "What's up" he asked, I looked down at my feet, "can you sit out of frame while I record the video explaining my absence" I asked him, slightly embarrassed that I even was. He stood up and placed his hands on my shoulders, "Em, I said this before and I'll say it again, you don't have to do this alone. Of course I will" he replied, I let out a breath I didn't realise I had been holding. "Thanks Simon" I said hugging him.

Simon sat beside my desk out of shot, I was so grateful he was here. I looked down at him and gave him a faint smile, he smiled back. I pressed record and took a breath before starting.

"What's up guys, it's EmaFc here and well, this is the first video in a while" I began, "I've been going through a lot of personal things lately and I know that's not a good excuse, but it's the truth" I said, I looked over at Simon, he nodded for me to continue. "I won't go into detail but things happened and I was away for a while, I've recently gotten back home but it's been a few days before I actually got the confidence to make this video" I looked down, "there are people who will do what it takes to prove a point and that's pretty much what happened for me. They did what they needed and got what they wanted" I looked up wiping a tear from my eye, "I won't go to further detail but all I want to say is I am so grateful to have Simon, Tobi, Harry and the rest of the boys in my life. They've helped me through so much these past couple weeks" I wiped my eyes again, "but yeah that's pretty much it, I apologise again for my absence, but hopefully I'll put out some for videos for you guys. Thanks for watch and I'll see you next time. Later" I stopped recording and placed my head in my hands, slowly sobbing. I felt Simon hold my shoulders and I stood up and hugged him, he tightened the hug. "I'm so sorry you had to go through this Em" he whispered. I looked up and saw the tears in his eyes. "Si, you shouldn't have to apologise" I said, he sighed and hugged my again. We stood their just hugging, nothing more, nothing less.

It's been a while, sorry about that.
Kinda emotional at the end