♡ PAINFUL LOVE ♡

The fertility test

" On Monday?? Even Pabsu might return on Monday. I hope I get my test done before he arrives." She thought while lying on the bed.

On Monday she went to the hospital.

She waited for her call after two to three ladies and that noticed everyone was there with her husband.

One of the woman came out after the test with her hands on her abdomen. She walked differently. Her husband helped her gave her support.

" Shouldn't have I called Pabsu? Everyone is here with their partners."

" No..no..He won't have let me go through this test in the first place. He shouldn't get to know. I have to handle this pain alone. For his sake..."

She went inside when her no came.

She laid on x-ray table. The test started. She winced in pain as the speculum was entered into her private part. She was asked to move around get the side views. Tears escaped her eyes as she couldn't take the pain anymore. The test was done in 5mins.

She waited for her reports clutching her abdomen.

" Pabsu...I wish you were here. "

Doctor arrived with reports.

Sweety: is there any issues?

Doctor: Anushka, due to miscarriage your right fallopian tube has got blocked. You can go for laparoscopy. Or you still have chance with the second one.

Anushka: will it work? Will I get pregnant ever.

Doctor: it does work in most of the cases. You have 50% chances of conceiving again even without laparoscopy. Keep trying.

Anushka: thanks!

Doctor: Why didn't Prabhas come? He should have been here at this time.

Anushka: I have hidden it from him. Please don't tell him anything.

Doctor: okay...Come I'll accompany you to your car.

Anushka: thank you.

She took baby steps and entered the car gently.

After reaching home she found his car in the lawn.

" Gone case! He has already arrived. Now what excuse should I give him? " she spoke in mind.

She climbed up the stairs. Each step caused her even more pain.

" Sweety, where were you Bangaram. I was so worried for you. "

He pulled her to a tight hug.

" Shhhhhh...Ouchh! " she winced.

" What? You hurt yourself somewhere? "

" No Pabsu... Can I take some rest please? "

" But..."

" Please "

She lied on the bed covering herself with blanket so that he doesn't notice her hands on her abdomen.

He came near and sat beside her. She closed her eyes to avoid further questions by him.

He gently stroke her hair and pecked on her forehead. Soon she went to a deep slumber.

She opened her eyes in the evening. He was still sitting there after changing into his vest and trousers.

" Pabsu why didn't you wake me up? It's so late. We skipped our lunch. "

" It's okay. You weren't feeling well. Take some more rest if you want."

" No...I will cook something.

" No...I'll order something from hotel. You go get fresh. "

" Okay. "

She got up from bed and felt a sharp pain.

" Gosh this cramps are still there? " she thought.

" Sweety, what's this? "

" What? "

She turned to find blood stains on the bedsheet.

"Ummm..I..I..Th..think...I..have got my per..periods. "

" You had them last week. "

" She looked down. "

" Listen, I have been observing you. You're hiding something from me. Tell me what is it. "

" There's nothing. Why don't you trust me. "

" Not this time. I'm not going to let you do anything stupid. Do you get that. "

" Pabsu..."

" Swear on me..Where were you? "

" I was in the hospital. "

" Hospital? What happened to you? "

" Nothing. I went to the gyenac. Just normal tests she are done. "

" Okay, what about this blood stains. Will you tell me or shall I call the gyenac and ask directly? "

" Nothing so serious, I got my HSG test done."

" What is it. How's it done? "

She explained him.

" Why didn't you call me idiot. Why you always have to be over smart? We have already suffered because of your hiding things for me? " he shouted.

Tears made their way out of her eyes.

" I know Pabsu, because of my fault we lost everything. I cure the damage done. "

" What will you do? "

" Laparoscopy, a small operation that will..."

" No..You aren't going for any operation. "

" Please... I have to. Then only I would have better chance to conceive."

" I said no. Whatever chances we have. Will try in that. "

He left the room before she could say anything more.

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