Her

Chp 10

Opposite.

She didn't do anything according to what she had practiced... she had made her own arrangements going against her company. Instead of her upbeat and catchy song, she went with her newly developed song about her relationship with Joonyoung. Only one of the many songs she had written. She had produced it herself and gotten someone to arrange the background props and everything. She hadn't ever released the song to the public, so it'd obviously shock them.

She took a deep breath, going after IU's lovely preformance and speech about the beloved Jonghyun's death, leaving Yeri in tears and Hyejin's heart heavy.

Hyejin took a deep breath, her beautful dress trailing behind her, and began to sing without the music for a little, and then the faint piano and silky sounds grew a bit louder. Her voice so filled with emotion and feeling, yet leaving that soft imprint on everyone. Everyone was almost in a trance, really feeling the heartache in her voice and words, leaving the crowd completely speechless.

Her lyrics about her toxic relationship, but the crowd hadn't known that yet, still mesmerized by her lovely voice. Oh how silent it was, even when then cams went to other groups, the crowd hadn't cheered as much, and just paid attention to her voice, eyes opened or closed, still feeling it..

Hyejin didn't hear any claps or cheers, everyone surprised at this vunerable side of hers, opposite of what she usually was. Nonetheless, Hyejin put her self in a 90 degree bow, and smiled one last time before leaving.

Some were even in tears.

After she left there was a bunch of claps and celebratory screams and yells, perhaps louder than any preformance tonight. But it had certainly touched everyone's heart more than any other song.

After that.

She was gone.

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After Park Hyejin's shocking performance at MAMA, she has disappeared that night and left a message on her instagram....

Hyejin needed a get away.

So she had left.

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To: Yoona.

To me dearest love Yoona~ haha cringey right? Ahh... I already probably miss you. I really needed this... I have been going through some things and I need to heal. I don't want to tell you but you're smart, I wonder who you got that from ㅋㅋㅋ , you'll probably figure it out. To heal for you, to become more mature for you... it's what mom and dad would've wanted. And if I could fill the void that they've left for just a bit for you, to become someone that you could always lean on you and teach you things, Id be so happy.  Ah.. I really wanted to take you with me, but school is a problem. I want you to get even smarter while I'm gone okay? Make me proud~ but you already have countless times so no pressure~ ah... I'm someplace far far away, and I probably won't have service and I'll be back soon okay? Eat a lot and take care of yourself okay? And make sure you stay with Grandma at all times and don't stay at school life, and don't sneak out. I love you.

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To: Taehyung.

Oh Kim Taehyung.... to be honest I don't know exactly why I'm writing this to you even though I haven't known you too long. But I feel like I've known you forever. And I can just trust you... so anyway. You're wondering why I left huh... I can't tell you that. I don't want to tell you over a letter... I need to tell you face to face even though I'm probably going to lie ㅋㅋㅋ so.. ah... I've gone somewhere really far away to get away from everyone and yeah... Taehyung... you just seem so familiar... and... never mind. I have a lot to say, yet I don't know what to say. You... never stop being you? I know 2017's been hard for you hasn't it? I'm sorry. Ah... hm. What else... I don't know how long I'll be gone. I really don't. Maybe never? Jk jk ㅋㅋ hm. I'm wishing you luck~ and I hope that when I come back... can we spend more time together?