Nicole POV.
I loved my sister way back then but, it turned out that i want to see her suffer from pain. Its all her fault, im very damn jeolous my mom always notice her i've tried everything but in the end i'll always end up like a trash. I always watch them, i thought that time i'm all alone but my grandmother was their.
My lola told me, about everything on how to be act like a plastic i know that its bad, but im very despirate. Despirate to notice me even if i hurted my own sister , shes very kind and lovable person. My conscience hunts me everytime i tried to hurt and said bad words to her.
But everytime i saw them happy makes my eagerness to suffer her, i felt pain and insecurities. Sa madaling salita inggit, naiingit ako kase lahat yata ng ginawa ko hindi napansin ni mommy, laging sya kaya gumawa agad ako ng hakbang para lang siraan sya, kahit masama ginagawa ko pa din, may time nga na parang gusto ko ng umatras pero laging sinasabi ni lola na "ano mag-papatalo ka nalang ba sa ate mo?" yan din ang dahilan ko kaya kahit nakokonsensya ako ginagawa ko pa din.
Minsan nga nagpanggap ako na sinasaktan nya ko tas nakita kami ni mommy ayun nagalit si mommy pinagalitan si ate kaya ayun na yung first move ko, tuwang tuwa ako nun kaya simula nun ginawa ko ang lahat para siraan sya, s o worth it naman kasi naging favorite na ko ni mommy.
Pain and Insecurities are now fade. She'll feel the same way. Feel the pain that she brought to me and feel the insecurities that she caused.
A/N: Nosebleed pengeng ng tissue. HAHAHA : D SlowUpdate pasensya. :)))))
