Monster [Calum Hood/5SOS]

XI

Calum

Who even was I? I was just told that my real father was a murderer. My name isn't my real name. I shouldn't look the way I do. What should I look like? Would I have a completely different shape to my face? Would I be not as muscly? What was I going to look like?

I walk into my bathroom and splash my face with water. I needed to cool down, and not over think this. But that was a little hard to do. I mean being a completely different person then what you were born to be is, crazy. I can't believe everyone kept that from me. How did they manage it?

I splash my face again, before drying it. I look up from under my lashes, seeing hair. Yeah, Calum, there is hair on your head. But this didn't look like my raven hair. Goldish blonde hair hung off of my head. I run a hand through it, it didn't even feel like my hair. I look at myself again, but it wasn't me. I didn't see myself.

Green eyes looked back at me, palish skin covered me. My hair feel into my face, it seemed like it should be put into an up-due. My face was slimmed out, now had more defined cheek bones.

I couldn't figure out what was going on. Was this who I was meant to be? I blink my eyes splashing more water one my face. Maybe I was just going crazy. 

I bring my head back up opening my eyes while drying. I looked normal again. But that was only half of my face. I pulled the towel away from my face, finding that I looked like two different people. 

"AH!" I scream slamming my fist in the mirror pushing myself away from the skin.

"Calum!" Three voices yell coming into my room.

"Calum are you alright?!" Ashton's voice booms around in the bathroom as the door fly's open. He kneels down next to me, holding my shoulders as I shake. I didn't know I was shaking until Ashton grabbed onto me.

"I-I have two faces!" I scream covering my face. I start to sob, trying to move away from the boys. I was so scared and confused, I didn't know what to do.

"Calum, you don't have two faces. You look just like Calum to us." Luke says sitting down next to me. Michael sat in front of me while Ashton was on my other side. My breathing was heavy and deep. So scared.

"I had another face. I s-splashed water on my face, and when I dried it off, I had another face. I didn't look like myself. I had Golden Blonde hair, green eyes, pale skin, the face structure that defined my cheek bones, and other parts of my face. I wasn't myself." I explain to them.

"It must be your power. You'll be able to make yourself look like whoever you want." Michael said, looking me over. "His eyes are two different color's. His power's coming in. We can use this to our advantage." 

"What do you mean?" I ask him.

"We'll be able to get Skylar and Annebella back. You just need to be able to control your powers first." Ashton says standing up. "I need to go go write Annebella back before the maid leaves. She'll be thrilled with this." 

"Wait!" I grab Ashton's hand making him stop. "The person who I saw myself ass, could that have been who I was meant to me before what happened?" I just wanted an opinion on that. I wanted to know if I wasn't just seeing some random guy that I had never seen before.

"Maybe. I'll have a friend of mine come and see what they think of it. For now, Michael, Luke, take him to get something to eat." Ashton leaves before anyone can get a word out.

"Alright, change and clean yourself up, meet us down stairs." Michael says before leaving my room with Luke. I let out a large breath, before slowly making my way over to my broken mirror. I don't dare look at anything other then my hand. The glass shards standing out of my skin, I whence as I pull them out of my skin, my natural healing processes will start after I get the glass out of my hand. Sadly feeling the pain of anything still comes when you are a vampire.

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So it's back!! yay!! With a new cover! Which is boss as fuck. Yeah.

Alright, so I know it was short. Sadly. But it's back and that's all that matters. I only have like three more weeks of school left or something like that so I think this will really start up again once school is out. I hope.

Alright so THE CONNOR FRANTA, was who was badly described in this. Yeah, he's who Calum might have been meant to look like before that Asshole who took Skylar and Annebella changed him! Well at least in this story. There will always only be one Connor Franta and One Calum Hood. 

Okay, I'll end it here. See you guys again soon. I hope. Love you all, I'm happy to be writing this again.