Decisions

Chapter 11

Hey guys I would like to dedicate this chapter to mess15. She truly is amazing and has an amazing fan fiction to go with it. So if you like Shawn Mendes, or even if you don't I truly recommend her fan fiction. Thank you so much mess15 for everything. This chapter is dedicated to you. 

Coming home today was difficult but both me and Nash decided it was for the best. So, I called Elizabeth in the morning and told her about everything and managed to fix all of the furniture before they came home. Elizabeth was so supportive and managed to catch an earlier flight. Nash left back to his dads before they arrived and it was like everything was back to normal. Or as normal as it could be. Talking to mum was hard, but she needed to know. We sat and both cried for a while. And then she just sat and hugged me, I have never felt closer to my mum. We have decided to keep me in school and not to talk about the pregnancy till at least 6 months. If things become too difficult I will apply for online school. It's hard, I'm not upset about being pregnant. No matter what I will love this child. But now, forever I will have a permanent connection to Aaron. I want my child to have a father. I may not have been raised by my biological dad but it would have been hard without James. This child deserves a father so if Aaron agrees I am going to do joint visitations. I know Aaron can give this child a future. This pregnancy has been one of the biggest blessings as well as one of the worse things that could ever happened. I don't think I ever would have left Aaron if I wasn't for this pregnancy. But I don't know what is worse being alone for ever or living in a beautiful lie. I can't change what happened so I won't. Mum is taking me to the doctors next week when we will get a full confirmation of the pregnancy. I turn from my bed and my phone lights up. I have a text even though its 1 am. It's fine it's not like I'm sleeping anyway. Its Nash, I smile.

"Hey, was thinking about you today. Kinda weird not seeing you."

His text makes me feel warm inside. I can't explain it.

"Yeah same. I got used to having you around. We could maybe go get ice cream sometime?"

I send the text and feel nervous. I don't know why. I'm just texting a friend.

It's been 10 minutes and he still hasn't replied. Did I say something wrong? Maybe he thought I was asking him out and he really didn't like me. Oh no what if he doesn't want to be friends anymore. Oh no what have I done. My phone lights up and I take a deep breath in. Its Nash. I open the text.

"Sorry about that the dog started barking so I had to take him outside. Yeah that sounds great. Does tomorrow work?"

I smile and breath out. My heart feels warm again.

"Tomorrow sounds perfect :)"

Hi everyone sorry for the short chapter. Longer ones coming soon.