.Vote if you see the picture.Natalia carpenter
I throw my backpack on the floor and lay on my bed. Today was the worst fucking Friday ever. I feel fucking assaulted. Fucking school's fuck boy kissed me and my idiot self kissed back. I've been mad at Grayson cause he wanted me to like him back but I walked on him about to have sex with a girl.
Hate him. Neels has been busy and I can't hang out with him. Alissa hasn't had time to be with me since she's getting extra shifts. Aaron is all about vlogging. Ethan is helping me start a YouTube channel , he's encouraged me to be a vlogger. I don't know my life is a mess right now.
I hear a knock on the door, "Come in" i say . Grayson walks in. I groan. "What the fuck do you want?" I say. "Look, hear me out yeah" he says sitting down next to me. "What" I say. "I'm sorry"he says. "Sorry about what" I ask. "That you almost caught me, I don't understand cause we are not even dating and your mad" He says. That just got me even angrier. "Listen to your fucking self Grayson, I was giving you a chance, I was trying to get to know you and like you because your fucking desperate and wants me. You tell me to give you a chance but your out here making out with girls. Oh yea we were never dating and never will" I say going up to his face. He gulps. "Still no reason to be mad" he says. "You have no reason to be mad when I kiss a boy" I raise my eyebrows "okay that's different my love" He says. " don't call me that and tell me how it's different" I sit back. He stays quiet. "That's right, get out" I point at the door.
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Today Saturday we're at the mall, the whole group actually. Aaron, Alissa, Ethan, Grayson, Neels, finn and I.
I put my arm around finn and talk to Neels . Grayson has been bothering me while walking with them but finn tells him to get away. "So your mad at Grayson" Neels says. "Why am I mad at him"I ask. "Your suddenly ignoring him" finn says removing my arm and walking towards h&m . I walk with him and bring Neels with me. "Um no, Im ignoring him like I do on a daily day basis" I say. "That's not what I saw last time, you guys were kissing" finn says looking through some sweatshirts. "What?!" Neels gets excited. "Okay Shut the fuck up" I say rubbing my head, "that was a mistake" I say to finn. I feel an arm around me "it wasn't" Grayson's voice. He kisses my cheek. "Get the fuck off me" I say. "She's salty cause she almost saw me have sex with another girl who wasn't her"he smirks. "So natalia got jealous" finn says, "pretty much" Grayson grips harder. "Uh, I mean you want her to like you and your having sex with another girl" Neels says me. I sigh in relief. "Neels gets my point" I say helping finn look for some sweatshirt . "But still" Grayson shrugs his shoulders.
"Okay lets go" I say getting finn and neel's hand. "Hey Wait Up" I hear Grayson. "No! Go back with the older people" I say.
I walk into Victoria secret with finn and Neels following. Finn puts a bra on his head. I chuckle and look for bras I like. I choose a couple of bras and now I'm looking for some pairs of underwear's to match my bras.
"You not gonna look for some perfumes again" finn says. I nod. I walk over and find some perfumes with good scents , cause some of them be smelling too strong or sweet. Grayson hands me one, I give him a glare and smell it. Well it smells pretty nice, I give a forced smile to gray, he pouts.
We start walking to the front to pay. "I'll pay" Grayson says. "No"I poke his chest and shove him back. I'm greeted with a blond,in front she looks like she's in her 40's , "Hello sweetie" she says. "Hello" I smile. I look at the total adding up and up. "Your total is 136.94 dollars" she smiles. I see Grayson's muscular arm hand out a card in the corner of my eye. I push his arm away,I pull out my card and hand it to the lady. Grayson gives her the card and smiles. The lady uses Grayson's card instead of me.
I start punching Grayson's chest. He chuckles. "Here kids" she gives us both our cards. "You guys both look like a cute couple, deciding on having kids in the future?"she says putting my stuff in a bag. "Oh were not a couple" I say. "We are" Grayson says. "We're not, even if we were dating it would be illegal, I'm 16 and he's 19"I tell the lady . "Age is just a number"she hands my bag. "Jail is just a place" I shrug. She chuckles , Grayson groans, finn and Neels have a little laughing breakdown.
We start leaving the store and walk to yogurt land. "You have to accept the fact we're dating Natalia"Grayson says. "I would accept it if we were ACTUALLY dating." I shrug.
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We get back home , finn and Neels have been arguing about having a sleep over at Neels or at finn's friend named josh.
I met his friend josh before he's chill but ehh. "I'll go to any to be honest" I say. "Please Neels at my friends"finn begs. "Alright"Neels rolls his eyes. "How long?" I ask. "A week"finn says. Neels already has a bag ready cause he was staying with me at first anyways. I nod and start making me a pile of clothes to take. "Can i come too"Grayson asks. "No" I say zipping up my bag.
"But I'll miss you" he frowns and tears appear in his eyes. I laugh. "Then miss me" I say. "Don't laugh at me" his voice cracks. I start fake laughing.
We said goodbye to everyone and said we will see them in a week. Grayson begged us not to go or let him come with us. No bitch you ain't coming.
Ethan DolanGrayson watches them leave. He frowns and sits back onto the couch. He's quite now.
End of chapter
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