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Natalia Carpenter
My eyes flutter open. I look around , I'm in my room. How did I get here. I tried getting up, I have an arm around me and I can't get up. My heart skips a beat, did I sleep with a random dude? I look and see Grayson. "What the fuck" I say slapping Grayson's arm. He wakes up . "Goodmorning" He says stretching. "Why the fuck are you here, why the fuck am I wearing your shirt" I ask getting mad, I look under the shirt, I'm naked..
"Grayson , are you fucking serious. You took advantage of me?!" I start yelling. "I didn't take advantage of you" He says sitting up. I look away, I look at my window "are you naked" I say not making eye contact. "Yes" He says softly. "I fucking hate you Grayson, why did you take advantage of me" I say tearing up. Grayson grabs my chin to make me look at him in the eyes. His eyes are full of love. "I didn't take advantage of you, you said you were sober, I asked you many times if you were sure, I didn't push myself into you, you did everything" he starts yelling. "Don't listen to a drunk person Grayson , you took my virginity"I yell slapping his chest, he grabs my wrist, pulls me close. "Don't fucking talk to me ever again, don't accuse me of taking advantage of you,good you lost your virginity to me , I wanted that, you fucking begged me" He let's go of my wrist harshly, he gets up , grabs his stuff, puts them on. He walks to my door. He takes one more glance at me, he shakes his head and leaves.
I lay back, I take a deep breath. I start crying, why does this feel like a break up. I sob into my pillow. I take off Grayson's shirt and hug it. I lost my virginity, did I really beg him.
Grayson Dolan
I'm mad. She's blaming me, she begged me. I walk into my apartment. "Bro where were you at" Ethan comes up. "Nowhere" I say. "You Okay"he asks coming up to me. "I'm okay" I say, my eyes start tearing up. "You sure bro" he says. "I'M FINE ETHAN" i yell, I go to my room, I lock myself in.
I throw myself on my bed and cry. I fucking miss her but I'm mad. I hate this. I hear a knock on my door. "Who is it" I groan. "Alissa" I hear, I quietly groan, I get up to unlock the door and lay back down. She walks in and sits next to me "what's wrong Grayson" she asks. The more people ask what's wrong, it hurts. My eyes get tears ,A tear slips, Alissa wipes it quickly. "Grayson please tell me what's wrong, i won't tell anyone"she assures. "Are you sure" i ask. "Yes" She nods, I take a deep breath, "Natalia give herself to me, i basically lost my virginity too, she's blaming me, she says I took advantage of her" I sob. "Was she drunk"Alissa asks. I nod "you shouldn't of listened to her"she sighs. "She said she was sober, she begged me, I tried stopping her and asked her if she was sure" I sob. "I'll talk to her" she says, I grab Alissa's hand, "Don't, I don't want to hear from her" i say. "Are you mad at her" she asks, "yes" i let go of her arm and sob into the pillow. Alissa walks out my room.
I need natalia's touch, I need her, I want her. But I'm mad.
Natalia carpenter
I stay put in the shower
Flashback
"Fuck I need you grayson" I say.
End of flashback
Fuck, I blamed Grayson. I'm the one that begged him for it. The feeling of him in me, is just so good. I'm craving him again. His touch on me, the way he made me sore.
