BOY WITH HORMONES (Book 2) // K.T.H x Reader

Chapter 32 - [ Thorns ]

[[Taehyung]]

I regretted the moment I slam my doors at her. I knew I should have fought for her, beg her and make her stay like I always do. Letting my frustration out by punching the cement wall. Resulting in a small dent decorating the white paint.

I sat down on my bed, ignoring the stinging pain on my knuckles. Beginning to doubt myself and our relationship. The feeling of guilt starts to kick in, remembering her texts from earlier.

How could I forget?

She even wore a dress for me, I wanted to tell her how beautiful she looks in those. Heck, she always looks beautiful in whatever she wears. I search for my phone in my pockets and begin to think of how to write the apology out as a text message. But after 30 minutes of typing and deleting I am still left with nothing.

Should I call her?

I grunt, throwing my phone on my bed. Why is this so hard? I have done this a lot before.

Fine, if she wants a break, then I'll give her 'Break.' Let's see how long she could go without me.

But... what if she could? Is she going to move on and forget about me? Get another boyfriend? The thought made me clench my fists. I'll give y/n her break. But I won't hesitate to snap an arm of anyone who dares to get close to my girl. Now I have to figure out a way to make my days livable. Because honestly, what can I do without y/n being beside me?

Nothing.

Exactly.

Tonight, my bed just feels extra cold and empty. Y/n would usually be beside me all cuddled up in my arms and I would fall asleep just staring at her sleeping peacefully in front of me. It made me realize how important she is in everything that I do and I just fuck that up like I always do. I let out a deep sigh as I lay on my back, staring straight at the ceiling, a habit that I have somehow caught on from y/n.

She does this often when she is having a hard day at work. She would just lay on her back and stare at the blank ceiling before slowly falling asleep. I would always find it odd, but now I know why she does it. I grab my phone that was beside me and decide to text y/n's little brother. We have been getting along really well behind y/n's back. Although she probably already knows.

"You up?" I type and send. Waiting for a couple of seconds before my phone dings with a reply.

"Yeah hyung, what's up?"

"Your sister and I-" No, I should not tell him we had a break. I delete the text and retyped,"Bro, can you do me a favor?"

"Sure, what is it?"

"Go treat your sister to lunch."

"What? hell nah hyung, have you seen her eat? She eats like she's been starved for days. I'll end up spending more than I should."

"Dude don't say that she's your sister. Go get her something, I'll pay you back, is that better?"

"Triple?"

"Do you think I'm a millionaire or something? Double!"

"Fine, but why suddenly? Are you guys fighting again?"

"It's complicated kiddo, you'll understand when you get older."

I type out and put my phone down. Feeling less sleepy being in this bed. Especially when it smells so much like y/n after these 5 years. I stand to my feet, grabbing my wallet and sliding my phone into my pocket before stepping out of my room. Noticing Lulu curled up on her bed, I nod and head out. I don't really know where to go, so I just walk myself to the nearest 24/7 convenience store. I grab myself 2 ramen bowls and a banana milk. I could feel my phone vibrating in my pocket as I slurp the noodles and without reading the caller ID, I pick it up with my free hand.