The bond between us| karate and ballet au| STARCO

The right path?

Stars POV

Timeskip: Schools over,You know what that means..detention! Wait.. why the hell do I sound excited?-

Naya and Josh returned from the rest rooms,After asking the question that caused them to fucking run away.It made me more curious

What the hell was their past about?

My thoughts were interrupted as the final bell rang in my ears,I sighed as my expression turned dark "Detention.." I muttered under my breath.."Shit! Already?" Naya exclaimed and crossed her arms..Josh just turned to her "No swearing in front of a student"

She just sighed "It sometimes sucks to be in the student council-What why the hell am I following your orders?!" She shot back at him,He just snickered "Maybe Because I am the 5th seat and you're the 6th seat~"

Naya blushed in embarrassment and furry and punched his shoulder "I-Idiot! I will beat you one day! Did you forget our promise?"

Josh rubbed his shoulder "First ow,second I doubt you can beat me,third why would I forget-"

"Hello children!" The nurse said happily entering the room with a coffee in her hands,Interrupting the two members.

"Yo" I greeted her back.

"N-nurse!" Naya exclaimed and gently shoved the boy next to her,forgetting that Josh ever existed..Josh looked straight up offended..Which I laughed at.

"Alright you kids can go now,But star stay here for a bit..I need to give you the fever medicine" The nurse said moving towards the cabinet full of medicines.

"But can't we just wait for her?" Josh said leaning against the wall.

"The last thing I need is children getting late for detention"

Josh and Naya looked at each other

Well..she did have a point.

"Alright,But please hurry up..Star needs to get there as soon as possible" Naya simply said as she made her way out of the door.

"But-"Josh said trying to protest,But was pulled by his collar by Naya out of the room.

I just sweat dropped at at.

"How are you feeling now,Star?" The nurse said kindly,bringing the medicine to me and gave me a cup of water.

"I am good..can I..um..Can I tell you something?"

"I am all ears"

I drank the medicine and then the water,And gulped it down..I looked down..My blue eyes indicating fear.

"..Is it possible..to keep fainting like this.." I said softly,I felt my heart sting at those choice of words..I don't want to admit it..but I feel like I am dying..

Every time,when I am put under pressure..when I am feeling weak..I faint..Especially under my mother..

I grip the sheets of the bed in frustration.

"You do this everyday,don't you?" The nurse said frowning a bit,My pursed my lips and slowly nodded.

..Damnit,I hate this.

I hate being weak like this

I hate always painting hearts on my cheeks to always make me feel better

I hate..why that's the reason people make fun of me.

I hate it

I felt tears prick the corner of my eyes as I gritted my teeth..

I hate it all..

"Star,look at me"

My eyes widened as I slowly look up to only find that her eyes are facing me.

"Why did you faint today?"

My eyes widened a bit more as I felt a sudden pit of emptiness in my stomach,I chocked on my tears,now fully showing..But I didn't say anything.

I was just crying

Shaking as I slowly looked down

I sounded like I was a broken machine

The nurse frowned and put a hand on my shoulder "Come here,when ever you feel like you're not feeling well..okay?"

I quickly nodded as my eyes where blank,the kind nurse offered me a tissue which I took.

"Sorry for wasting your time.." I said quickly as my eyes and nose were red due to crying,I got off the bed..My legs feel a bit wobbly but I can walk just fine..

"You didn't" She said smiling,Giving my backpack to me..I just smiled weakly at her and took it.

"Thank you" I muttered quietly as I exited the room and slowly closed the door.

Damnit..I thought shakily as I rolled up my sleeves to reveal some scars..Why am I so weak..? I thought as tears made its way to my eyes,I quickly put my sleeves back and wiped my tears,gripping the strips of my backpack and walking towards the detention room.

My eyes quickly make contact with the door of the room,I held my breath and shakily brought my hand to the door knob and twisting it,I gulped.

Am I taking the right path?

I kept my head down and fully opening it..

"Star,you're late" the teacher(now promoted as principal) said coldly..I froze as my eyes widen.

Mom..I thought as I gripped the strips of my backpack again..I felt my vision grow hazy.

Shit..not now..