The bond between us| karate and ballet au| STARCO

"Hope"

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Star's POV

I sighed.

I was bored
Very bored.

I grunted as I plopped myself on the bed.

..I guess I have to cancel ballet classes today..I thought taking my phone and checked for any messages.

Nothing

Sigh

I am scared.

Of her..I thought as I bit down on my lip..Mom was not every loving..

Well..

Since,dad died at least..

We used to be happy.

..But now it's hell here.

I shook my head.

"No..I don't want to think about that now.." I muttered to myself as I hugged myself for comfort.

My life sucks,from the very start.

With every person I met,they leave me or betrayed me in one way or another.

So that resulted me in painting weird hearts on my cheeks and wearing bright clothes.

To make myself feel better.

No one was there to comfort me,so why not do it yourself right?

But..even more people made fun of me then..

I..don't know what to do actually..

For others to let me in..

I am completely powerless.

I feel like I am not breathing the air others breathe

It's like I am in my own world.

And I am well aware that I am dragging other people into my world too.

Naya,Josh..

..Marco..

I know I am being selfish,bringing them will only hurt them and me.

But,I can't do anything to stop it.

I can't erase my memories or theirs.

Everything stays.

Just where you will always leave it.

Even if that person hates you.

They still belong in your universe.

Whether you love them

Hate them

Despise them

They will always have a special place in your heart.

But that's what brought you to their world too..

So I always thought..

There is always hope.

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This was a heavy chapter,holy.