Markson ~ Thank You

Why?

Mark POV
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Yugyeom and I stayed at Jackson's for about an hour before bam bam got back and we left.

I felt kind of pathetic when I basically begged Jackson to stop cutting, maybe it made him think I still care or something.

I don't. Jackson won't be anything but a friend to me anymore. I don't know if he's even a friend.

I care for Jackson but not in that way. He made me look like an idiot. Like I fell into his trap. I let him trick me or something.

Why? Why did he do that? I really thought he cared for me. Guess I was wrong. He doesn't. He never did. He never will.

I should have known. I was just something on the side. Ni one will live me. I don't deserve that.

All my girlfriends made that clear when they cheated on me or dumped me. Even Jackson. I should have gotten to know him better. If I did I might have avoided getting hurt. But I'm the end it was my fault for falling for his charm.

Oh well. Won't happen again.

Right now, Yugyeom and I are at his house. We decided I would stay the night here. He's been acting differently. It started a few days ago. He always wants to be by my side, and he never lets me leave his. I think he thinks I'm going to do what Jackson did. If I'm being completely honest, it has come across my mind, but it went away almost as quick as it came.

"Yugyeom?" I grabbed his attention from the television.

"What's up?" He asked me.

"Please.... be honest with me." I started. He nodded and kept his eyes on me. "Do you think I'm going to do what Jackson did? Is that why you've been wanting to go everywhere with me?"

"To be honest, yes. I have been a little scared you might do something. Not that specifically but, something."

I looked at him worth an intense glare.

Does this mean he doesn't trust me anymore? Why would he think I would do something like that? I'm not stupid. I know I can't do that to myself. Why is he treating me like a kid?

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