Markson ~ Thank You

I'm Leaving

Mark POV
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I sat on the couch with Jackson, but I was sure to leave some space between us. I didn't want it to be too awkward. I wanted to tell Jackson something but I don't know how. I kept looking at him, about to tell him, but something stops me. I can't tell him. I don't know why... but I can't. I looked at him again. Trying to tell him.

"Why do you keep looking at me?" He asked looking at me with a weird expression. I looked away and took a deep breath.

"I... uh.... i... um..." I can't get it out.

"What?!" He asked kind of getting annoyed.

"I'm leaving." That was so hard, I didn't know something that simple could be so difficult.

"Leaving?! Where?" He turned to face me on the couch. I cris crossed my legs in the couch and faced him.

"I'm going to America to see my parents. Just to think a little. Give you some space too." I didn't look at Jackson. I didn't want to.

"But... who told you I needed space? Mark I need to tell you something." That si when I looked up at him. "I am sorry. I didn't kiss JB, he kissed me. When you went to the bathroom, he confessed and then he kissed me... it all happened so quickly I felt like it wasn't real. That is why I didn't do anything. I am so... so sorry." By this time I was crying. I knew he didn't want to hurt me. But hearing him say it made me rethink a lot.

"I'm still going to go to America, see my parents, and think about... things." I looked at him with a serious expression. He nodded understanding what I need. The rest of the night was pretty quiet.

Sooner or later i got a text from Yugyeom.

Yugyeom: Hey Hyung! How are you doing?

Mark: I'm good. When are you getting here?

Yugyeom: About that...

Mark: Bam Bam >:(

Yugyeom: I'm sorry Hyung but Yugyeom and I are going back to my place for the rest if the night. You are staying there for Jackson for the rest of the night I'm sorry!

Mark: You owe me HUGE!!

Yugyoem: I know I know, I gtg BYE!

I turned my phone off and looked at Jackson again. "Yugyeom just texted me." He looked at me.

"And?" He asked.

"Him and Bam Bam are going back to his place and I'm stayin here for the night." I informed him.

"Ok. You can sleep in here or Bam Bam's room or... in my room I guess. U choose." He said.

"Ok. I'll probably just stay out here. You can have your room and i don't want to invade Bam Bam's privacy." I told him. He nodded.

"I'm going to finish the movie then I'll go to bed." I nodded.

The movie is over and I look over at Jackson to see him already sleeping. I grabbed a blanket and put it in him. I sat back down where I was sitting before and went to sleep myself.

__________________________________________________ Kind If had a writers block. I might have like... 10 more chapters and then I'll end it. Please vote and comment I appreciate you guys reading this far. Thanks :))