Loosing It

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ELENA'S POV

I was thinking about it. I wasn't sure. It was, it is Stefan. I love him and I always will. I have no clue of making Rebekah take away my memories of him will do any good. He is part of my life, he is a part of my heart. I- I love him. "Do it." I said this without thinking. "Wait stop! I didn't mean-..." She did it, she took them. I don't really remember anything after that besides that I woke up on some random bed. My head hurt and I had no clue where I was. I looked next to me and a radio was there. I turned it on and "My Chemical Romance" came on. I fell back asleep to the sound of Gerard Way's beautiful voice. I woke back up to realise I was in my room. I had a strange dream about me and some guy. Caroline was there and she had fangs! Fangs! She was rambling on about some "original vampire?" I don't even know. Anyway, so she was talking about a original vampire named Rebekah. Apparently she erased my memories and all this crap. There was this guy, again, and his brother. Their names were Stefan and Damon. They were quite attractive. Bonnie was there and she was doing all this hocus locus. She said she was a witch. I cracked up at this part. I don't even know what to think about Alaric. He was a vampire hunter! The dream ended after what felt like months. I got out of bed, looking for Jenna and Alaric. I called their names and Jeremy came out. "What's going on? Why are you calling Jenna and Alaric?" Jeremy seems surprised that I would look for my guardian. "Um what do you mean? Is she sleeping? Oh crap, I probably have to get her a bottle of wine now for waking her." I laughed at my own joke, but Jeremy didn't seem impressed. he stared at me for a second with a weird look on his face. "Okay. I'm going to call Stefan." Jeremy looked down at his cell phone. "Stefan? Were you in my dream?" I was super confused. "In your dream? What do you mean?" "I had this weird dream about like vampires and these boys Stefan and Damon. Also this original vampire, I think that's what it was called, erased all my memories. Oh yeah! Also, Bonnie was like this witch thing and Caroline was a vampire. Tyler was half werewolf and half vampire. Crazy, right?" I was even shocked at my dream. "Shit." Jeremy yelled this quite loudly. "Jer! Language!" I laughed but at the same time was kind of disappointed that he was cursing again. I grabbed my diary and started writing an entry. "Dear diary, I have no clue what's going on in my life. A part of me feels empty with no hope. I'm not on my period and I'm not pregnant, so I don't know what's wrong!" I wrote neatly in my diary and started doodling in the corners. The doorbell rang. I jumped out of surprise and skipped downstairs to get the door. A gorgeous man appeared in front of the door. "Elena! Oh good, you're here." Said the man. "Wha- who the hell are you?!" I yelled at him, I think I scared him a little. He had this sad look in his eyes that made me want to kiss him. "What? Why do I want to kiss a stranger?" I thought to myself. He came in and sat down on my couch. I was seriously so confused.

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