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STEFAN'S POV
I couldn't believe Elena. She had just turned and was already in the 'emotional' part. She told me that Damon would be more fun. Damon. Damon. I love her and I know that I won't be able to get over her unless something outrages happens. Humanity. My humanity is keeping me in love with her. It would be so much easier and a lot more fun with it off. Wait- what was I thinking? I can't become a ripper again. That was an awful time for me and the people around me. If I turn it off, I probably will never, ever get Elena back. Elena. She just dumped me for Damon and I'm still obsessing over her. I couldn't believe her or myself. "Humanity, I think I'm going to take a trip away from you for a little while." I said softly to myself. I turned my switch and a grin appeared on my face. I already felt better. But happy is an emotion and emotions require humanity, which I don't have.
ELENA'S POV
"Shit." I said right when I left the Salvatore house. I just dumped Stefan, the love of my life, my epic love, for Damon. Damon. Damon. "Stefan. Wait Stefan!" I yelled as I ran back into the house. I ran into his room and told him that I was in a mood. "Stefan. It's you. Always you and I have no clue what came over me. I love you. Stefan." I said with a smile and tears in my eye. "Funny." he said. "You see, I would love you, but love, I'm pretty sure, is an emotion and emotion required humanity, which I don't have." he said with a grin as he raised his eyebrows and then dropped them. "Stefan. What did you just say? You didn't just say that you turned your humanity off." I said in shock. "God Elena, keep up. I turned my humanity off and I don't love you. Well, maybe my humanity self does, but I don't." He said which gave me tears in my eyes. "Okay Stefan. I know what we need to do." I said with more control over my tears. "Yeah I do too. You need to leave me alone." he said walking away. "Stefan." Damon said as he walked into the room.
DAMON'S POV
"Hey brother." Stefan said. Elena looked at me like we needed to fix him. "Stefan Salvatore turns his humanity off. What a joke. And why did you turn it off?" I asked Stefan. "You see, brother, I turned it off because I'm tired of this boring ass life." Stefan said, which actually shocked me as well as Elena. "Okay brother. What do you want to do? Go on a ripper rage? I asked him, pretending to kill someone. "Maybe." he replied. I turned around to look at Elena, who was now wiping tears off her face. I turned back around to see Stefan, but he was gone. "Fuck." I said. "We need to find him." Elena said. "No shit Elena!" I said. "Sorry, I'm just angry." I said to her. "Yeah I can see that." She said with attitude. "Now listen, I don't need you being a sassy pants while I'm trying to find my brother. Okay?" I said harshly to her. "Okay. I'm sorry Damon." she said softly. I kissed her on the forehead, even though it was the completely wrong time, and told her that we would find him. "Damon." she said as she pushed me away. "Yeah I know. That was inappropriate." I said to her. "Kiss me again." she said. "Do it, but not on my forehead this time." I was completely shocked. Stefan had just gone missing on a ripper rampage and she wants to kiss me. "What kind of girlfriend are you?" I asked her. "One that wants you to kiss me right now, so kiss me." "What? No. Elena, you have no idea what you are talking about. "Damon. I know what I want and what I'm talking about." she replied back quickly. Elena pulled her shirt off and came closer toward Damon, revealing her navy bra. I sped over to her and kissed her. I couldn't help myself. She was beautiful and I loved her. "This is wrong Elena." I said, trying to be the better person. I handed her her shirt and told her to leave. "Seriously Damon? You finally get me and now you reject me." she said pulling on her shirt. "Listen you unkind brat, my brother is missing and I'm not going to stay here and have sex with you. I'm going to find my brother because he would do the same for me." I told her with rage. She turned around to leave and before she could turn about around to face me, I was gone.
