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Chapter 11

Credit to my pal Sofiya for helping me come up with a few ideas lol

also i wasn't going to update until I finished chapter 20 but since I finally reached 100 reads I decided I needed to thank everyone! I've been neglecting this story a it to work in another one that I'll publish all of as soon as it's finished :')

November 15, 2017

What's even going on anymore? In these past five days I've felt like I've been going crazy. Despite it not even being a week ago, it's felt like months since Jungkook first sent me that text. God. . . I can only imagine how much different my life would be if I had reported it to the police. Maybe I'd still have my friends. Me and Hoseok might have continued seeing each other and I definitely wouldn't be as stressed.

Speaking of, what the hell am I going to do about tomorrow? I've got to do that damned antibullying shoot and then go back and do another one almost immediately after. Not only do I really not want to get up that early, but I just really don't want to do that shoot.

I'm already uncomfortable enough with people seeing the bruises, but now I'm going to have to let people take pictures of my beaten face and advertise it against the exact thing that caused it.

I really just hope that the shoot at least shoos away some of this controversy. This is the exact type of scandal I was trying to avoid, but me posting that note only seemed to make it even worse. Jungkook was right. I really don't make the best decisions, do I?

Bringing up Jungkook feels weird, now that I know what he's like in his personal life. Not seeing him with his usual dark clothes and matching look was weird, but it made me curious in a way. It made me kind of want to see what kind of person he is when he's around other people. I was also kind of thrown off by Namjoon and Yoongi, but not nearly as much as I was by Jungkook.

Despite the bright smile in every photo of him, I couldn't help but picture the look on his face when he basically tried to strangle me in that building. I almost can't even believe that that's the same person.

Should I confront him about this? Like Namjoon said, I might end up liking him if I get to know him, so if I just tell him that I found his Instagram and that I wish he'd be more like that around me then is there a chance he'd listen? Ugh, this is so stressful.

Taehyung put the pen down, figuring out what he wanted to do.  He pulled out his phone and typed out a message, reading it over at least a dozen times to make sure he wanted to go through with this before sending it.

[To: Jungkook]

I have a request.

[From: Jungkook]

What is it?

[To: Jungkook]

well. . we've never really actually spent any actual time together, and Mr. Kim once suggested I try to get to know you better, so maybe it would be a good idea if we were together in a more casual setting.

the only times we've ever actually seen each other is when you were mad at me, so that's the only image I really have of you. 

[From: Jungkook]

Wow... I'm honestly speechless.

The fact that you're actually asking this makes me happier than you could ever know.

Do you have anything in mind?

[To: Jungkook]

uh, I haven't really thought that through.