The one I had, the one I got. (Updates not frequent)

Chapter 2

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All I could do was sit silently until the bell goes so I can go home and get away from Chase and everyone else.

As soon as it went I was out of my seat and already running down till I tripped on something. "Aw look a lost stray, didn't you know this school doesn't accept sluts" a taunting voice says. I know exactly who it is, Demi Patch aka the head cheerleader, Who is also the schools slut. She must of said something funny as everyone started laughing, then suddenly she placed one of her high heels on my stomach and I really tried not to flinch. "Get your dirty foot off of her" a deep calming voice said whilst people were stepping back so he could walk through and who was it the one and only Chase.

He stood right next to Demi with a determined face, "urg she's not worth it" Demi said sashaying away.

"Are you okay?" Chase asked helping me off the floor. "I....um....thanks....but.....I've got to go" I stood up shakily and started walking away. After getting everything I need and putting my bag on my back I jumped, "wow calm down I didn't mean to scare you trouble maker I was just passing and you looked really sad so I thought I would come over and see what's up" Chase said obviously concerned that I was sad. "It's nothing" I said walking away. I really don't need someone else trying to get to know me or it might end up bad again.

Arriving home I quickly ran upstairs and did my homework before anyone got home.

Then I heard the front door open the close again and I knew mum was going out somewhere so I would be alone again.

Getting up I went downstairs and say a note sitting on the bench.

'Gone out with some people,

There's food in the fridge if you really need it even though your fat enough.

The walking machine is also free to use.

See you tomorrow or the next day I guess

- mum'

That was it no 'love from mum' or anything, but I can't really be surprised I mean who would love someone like me I'm just a big fat slob.

Suddenly the phone rang. "Ummm hello, who is this?" I asked. "Bitch you better not show your face at school if you want to live another miserable day" then the phone went dead.

Not wanting to do anything, I crawled into bed and started thinking about how worthless I was and that everyone hated me. ' your so fat and stupid why don't you just go and kill yourself' the voice in my head kept on repeating. Not being able to take it anymore I dragged myself into the bathroom and picked up a blade.

1- for being so stupid

2- for being ugly

3- for being fat

4- for not being good enough

All I could do was watch as the blood freely drifted down my arm, then I had a shower to wash away all the blood so that my mother wouldn't find out about it.

After bandaging my cuts I finally fell into a deep sleep.

"Hurry up or you can walk to school" mum yelled from downstairs. Getting up I walked into the bathroom and removed the bandages. Looking at them I slowly traced my fingers over them, my arms weren't smooth anymore and you could feel the jagged lines of my cuts.

Slowly I got into the shower and put on a long t-shirt to hide the marks then made my way downstairs.

"Get off your fat ass and let's go" mum said already walking walking out the door.

On the drive to school it was silent the whole drive there. "I'm not going to be home when you get back as I'm going to LA with a few friends so you'll be alone for 10 days" mum said as I got out of the car. All I could do was nod my head and begin my walk of shame.

"Loser, asshole, slut" were only some of the words getting passed along as I walked up.

"Hey" Chase said slinging his arm around my shoulder. "What do you want" I asked trying to shrug off his shoulder. "You know you never told me your name" Chase asked, pretending I didn't say anything. "My names Leia" I said shrugging off his shoulder and walking to class.

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