KawaiiChans's POV
When I was in high school...I would lay awake in bed and stare up at the blank ceiling..with an aching feeling in my chest. I hated this feeling, it never went away and I could never find the cure for it..
"Ugh! Go to sleep go to sleep go to sleep!" I groaned and hit myself with my pillow over and over. It hurt..this feeling in my chest..it hurt a lot. I picked this feeling up a long time ago..but I never knew how to stop it. I sat up from my bed and looked outside, then looked at the clock. 2:25am it read. I got up from my bed and put a large flannel over my bedroom attire. I laced up my sneakers and snuck out through my bedroom window. After climbing out the vining window I make my way to the park. Once I got there I lay down on green grass and look up at the starry sky. This moment..this moment right here I wish I could stop forever. Being here was like my medicine for my pain. I continue to look up at the sky but the pain in my chest gets more aggressive. It's starting to hurt physically. I put my hand up to my chest and start to breathe in and out quickly. I look back up at the sky and see everything has gone pitch black. I soon sink into the ground and I'm-
"Kawaii Chan! Babe! Wake up!" I wake up. Oh my Irene it was just a dream. I look to my left and see a messy haired Zane comforting me. I wipe the tears from my face and Zane pulls me into an embrace. "Nightmares?" He asked. I just nodded my head and shuttered. I hate these nightmares, they suddenly have popped up in my mind and I can't get them out, but sometimes I'm great full for these nightmares..because I'll always know my cure for my pains from now on, my cure has always been Zane.
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Zane's POV
I watch Kawaii Chan as she tosses and turns in her sleep. I assume it's stomach pains so I head back to bed. I then head whimpering a couple minutes after. I sit up and look over to see her crying in her sleep. I start to get worried, I shake her lightly. "Kawaii Chan! Babe! Wake up!" She finally wakes up with a gasp, as if she were gasping for air. I pat her back gently as she wipes the tears from her face. I wrap my arms around her. Cold. She felt cold, she's been feeling like this for a couple of days now. "Nightmares?" I ask I feel her head nod up and down against my chest. I place my hand on the back of her head and stroke up and down. Poor Kawaii Chan..
The following morning..
"Babe..can we talk about last night?" Kawaii Chan turns to look at me. She shows me her shy eyes. "It's alright if you don't want to talk about it..I understand.." I say respecting her privacy. "It's not that Zane..the think is..I don't know what happened last night..or the nights before. I keep getting the same nightmares over and over again.." She slouches down against the wall, sitting on the floor with her knees to her face. "What are your nightmares about?.." I ask. She pauses for a moment. "High school..I had these terrible pains in my chest that I just couldn't find the cure for..until I met you.." She says and her eyes widened. "Then what are you so scared of?..the pains?.."
I ask. She looks at me studying my face as if she just met me for the first time. "No..Zane..I think I have a fear of loosing you..and gaining these pains again.." she realizes. My heart drops. "Don't say that.." I pull her into a hug. I gently pick her up and place her on the couch, I join her on the couch. "Let's save this conversation for later..for now how about we watch some my little horsies and order some pizza?" I ask. Her frown soon turns into a smile. "I'd like that."
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A/N: This chapter is based off of me. Also this chapter is too fricken cute! So you have permission to fan girl all you want in the comments. I have been getting pains in my chest..nothing serious but mentally it hurts too. Like an empty aching feelings...and I'm literally awake till 3:00 am or 4:00am because of this.. :/ I don't know what's up but I hope it stops soon :(...
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