~My Illness Called Love~ (Zane X Kawaii~chan)

~Chapter 51~

"Pregnant"

I stare at the stick in my hand blankly as tears begin to fill up my eyes.

"N-no.." I manage to say, still sobbing. Aphmau busts through through the door and sits on the floor by my side attempting to comfort me.

"I-I can't be pregnant Aph..." I sob. "Ssshhhh everything will be okay Kawaii Chan.." she says hugging me.

"C'mon Kawaii Chan lets get you to bed..you need to collect your self.." Aphmau helps me up, off the floor and to my bed.

I lay in bed with puffy eyes and a pale face, with the test in my hand. "When do you plan on telling him..." Aphmau asks.

"Never.." I say seriously. "Kawaii Chan you have to tell him eventually." She's right. I am going to have to tell Zane eventually but..not anytime soon.

"I c-cant.." I say quietly. "Huh? why not?" she questions.

"Zane hates kids. He said he would be a terrible father and that he wouldn't want to be a father anytime soon..H-he would break up with me Aph.."I say with no emotion.

"Im sure Zane will support you Kawaii Chan...look I gotta go..I won't tell anyone a single word..call me if you need anything.." Aphmau hugs me one last time before leaving.

5 minuets later

"babe I'm back!" I hear a familiar voice say from the living room. My heart instantly drops, Zane. I quickly shove the pregnancy test under my pillow and close my eyes, pretending to sleep.

I hear footsteps enter my room and a plastic bag rustling on my bed. "Nana?.." He says softly to see if I'm awake. I pretend to wake up from my 'nap'.

"Hey Zane.." I yawn and put on a smile.

"Oh poor you, you look so pale.." He says putting his hand under my chin. "I brought the medications" He says taking them out of the bag next to them. "Oh..um thanks babe.." I cannot take these. I don't want to risk anything with the pregnancy so its probably best that I don't take these..

"I missed you so much." Zane climbs into bed with me and cuddles close to me. "I missed you too" I smile and kiss his nose. "well I'll let you rest.." He says getting out of the bed and walking to the door. "I'll make some dinner.." He shuts the door on his way out and I quickly pull out the pregnancy test from my pillow. I sigh looking at it.

"Oh Zane..I wish I could tell you.."

A couple days later..

ZANE'S POV

"Sooo hows Kawaii Chan.." My mom asks me. My mom invited Nana and I over for lunch but since she's sick she couldn't go, I offered to stay but Nana insisted I should go.

"She's sick actually.." I say in a sad tone stirring my drink with a straw. "Oh no! what happened!" My mom asks worried. "Mom..shes been sick for the past couple of weeks and I'm worried about her, she's beens feeling nauseous 24/7 and can hardly get out of bed..I feel so sorry for her."

"Does she have a little fever or does she feel warm all the time?" My mom asks "No..just nauseous all the time.." My moms eyes go wide. "Um..Zane..are you um sexually active?" I cringe at the question. "M-Mom!" I say embarrassed. What was I supposed to say?! 'Oh yeah! Kawaii Chan and I totally did it!'

I just nod my head slowly and my Mom's eyes go even wider than before and she goes pale. "Mom is everything alright?" I ask her. "Y-Yeah Zane..I think you should back to your girlfriend..Take care of her and don't give her any medication.." My mom says with the same face. "No medication? Why?" I question. "Just trust me ZuZU!" My mom says firmly and with that I hug my Mom goodbye and head back to my lovely girlfriend.

Back at home..

"Hey! babe?.." I say as it was a question. "Where are you going?" I ask Kawaii Chan who is gathering her things into her purse. "Oh! um..Aphmau and I were going to do some shopping..is that alright?" She asks with a sweet face. "Alright..just be back soon..who am I supposed to play fortnite with?" I plead. "Okay okay..I'll be back soon.." she rolls her eyes gives me a kiss goodbye before leaving.

KAWAII CHAN'S POV

Im not going the mall with Aphmau. I'm actually going to the clinic to see if I'm actually pregnant. "Hey Kawaii Chan how are you feeling?" Aphmau asks me as I get into her car.

"Im so nervous I can't even feel my tail." I say seriously. "I'll be with you right by your side." She gives me a reassuring s ice which I give her in return.

As we get closer and closer to the clinic my anxiety tower builds up, and my heart pumps faster and faster.

20 minuets later..

"Were here!" Aphmau says excitedly. She helps me out of the car and into the pregnancy area of the clinic.

"Thank you, alright looks like we have a 15 minuet wait." Aphmau says to me after thanking the person at the front desk.

"Ugh..I don't even think I can handle the wait anymore.." I sigh. "just be patient Kawaii Chan..Pregnant or not I'm sure it'll ease your mind to know." Aphmau says to me calmly.

The wait consisted of short talks with Aphmau and texting Zane.

"Kawaii Chan?" A nurse calls from the two wide double doors. I exhale and get up and walk over to the nurse with Aphmau by my side.

...

"Alright sit right here...Docter Henry should be here soon." The nurse says to us before leaving the room. A couple minuets later the Docter arrives.

"Hello im docter Henry" A dark haired young lady shakes both of our hands. "so your here for a test correct?" She asks for reassurance. "Yes.." I respond.

"Great! I'll grab you some water to drink." She leaves the room to grab the water. My hearts begins to race again. "Just breathe Kawaii Chan, everything will be okay.." Aphmau says calmly.

"Here is your water.." The doctor comes in with a disposable cup of water. "Thank you" I take the cup in my shake hands and gulp the water down.

"And when you go to the bathroom try to pee in this cup. This is how the test will be preformed." She gives me a smile before typing away on the computer.

Soon enough I end up using the bathroom. I give my urine sample to the doctor and she tells us to wait in the room.

"Kawaii Chan I really think Zane should be here instead of me.." Aphmau says with a guilty look on her face. "I know but.."

"Im back!" The doctor makes us drop our conversation and all of our attention is the little stick in her hand and my urine samples in the other.

"Alright blue means pregnant and if the stick doesn't change color it means you aren't pregnant." The doctor tells us before dipping the stick in the urine sample.

She pulls out the stick.

"Blue! Congratulations Kawaii Chan!" She congratulates me. "T-Thanks.." I say, trying not to cry.

"well I'm going to send you home with a few papers and you should be good to go. Also you need to come back every month and once your deeper into pregnancy it would have to be every other week." She sets the pregnancy test down on the table and leaves the room, assuming she's getting my papers.

I stare at the cup on the table for what seems like a couple of minuets until the doctor comes back in. "Alright so your alsmost a month pregnant, four weeks to be exact. Here are the papers..Have a wonderful day ladies.." She exits the room.

We head out the double doors of the maternity waiting room and I notice a familiar blonde. 

"So..flu eh?" Garroth says in a sarcastic almost angry tone, he looks up at the room we came out of and his mood only gets worst when he sees the words 'Materity'

Great..