The Terrible Babysitters ( lrh afi )

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*LUKE'S POINT OF VIEW* 

"Luke!" Ashton shouted

"what?" i look at him, "help me with the dishes" he orders, "no way, do it yourself" i said, "why wont you help me?" Ashton glares at me, "im not in a good mood" i answer

"Kath, is the reason isnt it?" Ashton looks at me

i nodded, "i didnt want her to go"

"get used to it, she'll be gone for years, that's what i know" Ashton says, "i dont want to get used to it, what if she comes back? i dont want to treat her like wind" I pouted

"no matter what you do, you'll get used to it, you wouldnt notice she's there in front of you when she comes back, because he left us for years, it's like ages, luke" ashton says

i frowned, "why say that, so rude" i rolled my eyes

"luke, you're being mean, is this what will happen while kath is gone?" Ashton looks ar me, "no, im just not in the mood today, i miss her too much" i frowned as i looked at my iPhone

i forgot i put her as my lockscreen, i cup my face on the pillow, my legs hitting ashton's legs, "luke, control yourself" he scowls at me, "your legs are so long" he teases

"i know, im a model" i kid

Ashton giggles, "im glad we're not on each other's throats while you know who is gone" he smiles

i smile back and nodded, "that's good, right?" 

"of course, it is" Ashton says as he sits down

"we both miss her, right?" he asks as he looks at me

i bit my lip, and nodded

"no, i mean truly, miss her" he says

"i truly miss her, it's no joke" i say

he giggles, "same." 

somebody knocked, i stood up to open the door, but it flew open before i could even reach the door

"Michael?!" me and ashton shriek

"have you seen, anais?" he asks, "she might've flew with kath to manila" i said

i stopped when i realized that i said her name

"luke, you okay?" they both ask, i shook my head, "i-if you need me, i'll b-be in my room" i answer and ran upstairs

why do i get emotional when i hear her name

am i in love with her?

i know i just like her

i miss her

WHAT AM I GONNA DO

WHEN THE BEST PART OF ME 

WAS ALWAYS YOU AND

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY

WHEN IM ALL CHOKED UP AND YOU'RE OK

IM FALLING TO PIECES

IM FALLING TO PIECES

"i miss you" i say