Elle

Chapter 3

I sat there frozen,shocked,speechless. I couldn't believe what just had happened. Then the words tumble into my head,raped.And I keep playing the moment in my head over and over again. It won't stop and same with the tears. My phone ranged, giving me its attention. I didn't answer nor did I look at the number. I tried to stop thinking about it but it won't work. I noticed that I'm still in the same spot that I was in 10 minutes ago, I wipe the tears away and started the engine,but as I wipe my tears away more came falling down.

I made it home and I toke out all the groceries from the trunk. I ended up throwing the fake ticket out the window while I was driving. I reach my door step and my legs wanted to give up. I look at my hands, it's completely red, filled with finger marks and scratches. I finally got a hold of my self and I open the door to see my mom sitting on the couch. She looks up at me relieved but only for a second. "Where have you been? What happened?" She says getting up walking over to me. Shockingly this is the first time she has ever been so concerned about me. Never have I ever seen the look I see in her face right now.

I drop the bags in my hands. I sob as my arms wrap around her shoulder. Believe it or not this is the first time we ever hugged.

"Awwwe Samantha, what's going on?" She asks padding on my back. "W-where is dad?" I managed to get out from my sobs. "He went to go look for you" she answers. "Samantha you're scaring me,what's wrong?" She asks " I- I...I um, got r-ra-raped" i stutter as the words came out.

She looks at me for long and she laughs.
"What's funny?" I say aggressively
"You and that story. HA" she laughs loudly.
And there goes her true colors, the real Person I knew, selfish and inconsiderate.

"What!? So you think I'm lying?" I say getting so mad.
"Yes." she stops laughing.
"WHY THE FUCK WILL I LIE ABOUT THIS?!" I yell
"I mean why wouldn't you? You probably went to one of your boyfriend's house and let them fuc-"
"Really?" I interrupted and show her my hands covers with marks.

"Oh please, Samantha." She rolls her eyes and walk towards the groceries. She picks them up and say "can you call your dad, and let him know you're okay."

I felt a sudden rush of heat in my chest and sadness. My breathing start to speed up.

All I want to do right now is punch her in the face. But I can't. That's what sucks about it.

I calmed myself and walked up stairs,to my room. I shut the door behind me and curled up in a ball on my bed and cried my eyes out. I know crying won't help fix things or make me happy but what is there to do?

20 minutes later••

I tried falling asleep but I couldn't, every time I would close my eyes I would see him.

*knock knock* I heard some one knock on the door. I got up and say "it's open" my dad walks in to the room and he looks afraid. He walks up close to me and sit on the edge of my bed. He takes a deep sigh "your mom told me what happened." 

I immediately stopped him. "What exactly did she tell you?" I question him

"That you went to your boyfriend's house and you had se-" he trys to continue

"Really you believed her?" I say trying to hold the tears back.

"I mean ye-yeah." He said looking directly at me.

"Please get out." I failed and the tears came right down my cold cheeks.

He looks at me shocked with his mouth opens. He closes his mouth and inhales.

"Ok, but someone is down stairs waiting for you"

Hey guys, how are y'all doing

Who do you think this person is?🤔

What are your thoughts on what happened

Do you understand what Samantha is going through?

More soon..
Dazzingthoughts🥀