Bullied (BoyxBoy)

Therapy

Derek's P.O.V

I didn't want to have sex with Ethan last night but he thought I did. All I wanted to do was make-out for the rest of the night which we did. I played along because if I told him the truth he would argue then it will all end in a fight. I got off the bed to use the bathroom but I didn't know where it was. I was going to wake Ethan but he looked so relaxed, I decided to look for it myself.

I found it!. I went back into the room.  Ethan had received a message saying: "Ethan baby, Good Morning, I'm just checking up on you, I heard Brent had left that's why. text me when you get this, Love you"

I begin to feel my heart starting to race, My soul getting Darker. I woke up Ethan to inform him of the message that he got. My face was as calm as a clock but inside was burning with fury.  He was calling the person that had sent him the text. I know Ethan doesn't have the guts to cheat on me but I feel weird, hypertensious and  anxious all at the same time: Could I be J-J-Jealous?. I am but why!.

" Hey mom " he smiled at me while talking to her.

My heart returns to normal and my soul feeling light and a smile shoots up to the surface of my face.

" I actually had some company, Lidia" he lied.

" I think I'm gonna go home today, bye love you"

" Morning Babe, Your such a Bad liar"

" Morning, I couldn't tell my parents that 'we' spent the night together since your my boyfriend now" he said entering the bathroom.

" Is it that bad?" I teased him

" Unless you want them to put on a search party around the area bad looking for condoms and other sexual tools, then yes, it is that bad" he shouted from the bathroom.

Seriously, his parent would go to that extent to see to it that he's O.K, Wow they must really love him, unlike my parents who have time for me but treats me very good. I heard the shower pipe running. " Ethan what are you Doing"

" Committing Suicide, I'm taking a shower to hit the road Derek" he exaggerated. 

I didn't bring any clothes so I guess I'll have to wait 'til I reach home to take a shower then. Sigh. A few minutes later he came with wet hair and a long black T-shirt with a blue jeans pants that was so tight I wondered if he was born in it. But he still looked cute as hell.

"I'm gonna make breakfast, You want some" he asked running down the stairs.

" That depends, What are you making?"

" Strawberry pancakes" he told me

" Sure"

I don't know how to tell Ethan this but I have to if I want to be him. I know I have to do this if I want to have a stable relationship with Ethan.

" Ethan" I called waiting for him to answer

" I have to tell you something"

" Derek, It's O.K I wont get mad at you or do anything stupid" he reassured

" I'm going to visit a Psychologist, to fix the problem" when I told Ethan, he stopped and packed up all the ingredients he had took out to make the Pancake. I fucked up.

" I shouldn't have told you, I knew would have done something like this" I said trying not to also do anything stupid at the moment.

" Oh Derek, I'm bot mad I just can't believe that you would go that extra mile to Be with me" he told me.

" Your lying, So why are you packing up the ingredients" I asked him

" I just lost my appetite" he answered.

" So, you ready to head out?"

" Yea, I'm going upstairs for my bag."

I went into the car and started it when Ethan closed the cabin door and Hid the key in a flower pot by the door. He hopped in and we sped off.