Bullied (BoyxBoy)

Burning Inside

Derek's P.O.V

" Ethan, Just open the door I promise I won't hurt you." I yelled but seem to get no response. I went downstairs to try and calm myself down. I saw Vince on the floor and decided not to be that wicked person to leave him there so I took him up and rested him on the Couch closest to him. I went back upstairs to see if he had opened the door. I twisted the lock. It was open. I went in to see Ethan curled up in a corner with a razor that hung in his unconscious grip and a cut on his wrist. " Holy Fuck, Why do you always do shit like this Ethan" I screamed at him though he was unconscious.

I took him up and brought him downstairs and laid him on the Couch while Vince was rested on other one. Vince got up and so did I ready to pound his ass. " What happened and why am I here". he mumbled to himself. I was shocked. " Oh hey Derek, I don't remember anything" he told me making me grin. " Well we were playing video games when you fell down the stairs on your way out" I lied.

" Oh, that explains this headache and this bump in my forehead, anyways I'll be on my way, I'm gonna go look for Lidia and ask her out on a date" he told me.

When he drove off I Texted Lidia to inform her of what took place.

Conversation

Me: Hey Lidia

Lidia: Yes

Me : Vince has Amnesia

Lidia : That's Great

Me : There's One little problem

Lidia : What's that

Me: He thinks you and him are still together... as in Dating

Lidia : What!!, I'm going to dump him

Me : You can't

Lidia : Why!!

Me : Because if you dump him maybe he'll remember and start hurting Ethan again.

Lidia : So what should I do"

Me: He's planning to take you out j-just act happy and Have a great time"

Lidia: So where's Ethan

Me: About that, He Slit his wrist with a razor and now is out cold on the couch

Lidia: That kid is going to kill me with him

Me: See you later

Lidia: Yeah see yah

End Of Conversation.

I hung up with a deep and stressful sigh. I begin to think about all the events that has occurred and has left me wondering if I was the cause of all this. I can't hurt Ethan anymore, I love him too much to keep on doing this. I have to break up with him.

" What's Up" he asked from behind startling me

" Oh hey, your awake." I said weakly knowing that I have to do it. It's now or never.

" I'm sorry Derek, I just wanted the pain to go away" he told me.

I turned my back to him hiding my sorrowful face from him. " I'm breaking up with you"

" W-Why" he asked starting to cry.

" It's not you Ethan, It's me I have problems that if I don't fix might harm you  Physically, Mentally and Emotionally" I Explained.

" You try your very best to hurt me don't you" he cried burying his head in the couch concealing the tears. " I knew this was all a joke" he continued.

" As a matter of fact it was. I just did it to make you feel like shit in the end and it's working" I told him making him cry harder. I didn't have the guts to leave him so I let him do the dumping.

" I shouldn't have trusted you Derek" he screamed at me.

"Oh that's sad because you did" I fake laughed.

" I hate you Derek, I don't ever want to see your stupid face again" he told me making my heart bleed.

He got up and approached me. the next think I know I got a slap to he face with the back of his hand. I started to cry in front of him. I knew what he's up to; he wants me to beat him then he ends up looking like the victim. I walked out making my way to the door when he decided to do the stupidest thing on Planet earth. Call me a bitch. " Where you goin huh. You stupid bitch" he shouted. My temper rose higher and higher by the split second. I had to get out of here or else Ethan's going to face major damage.

I ran out of the house and as far away as possible. he's hurting but I'm Burning On the Inside.