Past, Present and Future//ON HOLD

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*Sam's P.O.V*

I woke up to see light burning into my half open eyes. What? Where am I? Just as questions bombarded my train of thought, the brown polished door squeaked oped, revealing a dirty blond hair looking x-boyfriend, Joe.

"What do you want Joe?" I growled. He looked at me and started laughing.

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"Wh- What are you laughing at?" I stammered. Fright filled me to the top. He crouched down to my level as I felt a cold stinging sensation across my face .

"Bitch don't speak unless your told to speak!" He devilishly said. I felt tears rolling down my cheek. "Joe. Stop it," I cried, as he lifted me up onto the stale bed behind be. "I said, SHUT UP," He gritted through his teeth.

I could feel his hot breath on me. "Your gonna make me feel good. Like you used to baby. You will pay." He growled, so close to a whisper near my ear.

"Joe get off of me. Your not thinking straight." I said, trying to compromise. I know what's going to happen. To be honest I knew it from the start. He was a phyco. He stayed in bars most nights till 3am and came home, drunk and started hitting anything that got in his way, including me. Anna and Cat let me stay at there houses till I could find a new life.

I finally moved on but now I have to start again. No. I can't do this.

"Come here baby," He pestered, as he dragged me. Oh god it's happening. I can't do this. He's making it happen again. "Please Joe, don't." I begged. "Oh but you left me. You left me with nothing. You really think I'm going to let you get away with this?" He laughed, as he ripped my shirt off, so I was just in my jeans and bra. Dick.

"So sexy baby," He purred. "Help!" I shouted. "There's no point shouting for help. No ones coming to rescue you. Not even that worthless 'boyfriend' of yours!"

Hot tears prickled down my face as I cried. "Please Joe!" I begged once more, but he showed no mercy. He ripped my jeans off me so I was just in my underwear. Why couldn't I just pass out? I felt so dirty. All I wanted to do, right there, right now, was to die. I just wanted to disappear into the darkness.

I could tell he was a little drunk because he stunk and his breathe have of a wiff of smoke. I didn't know he smoked? Oh goddamn!

He unclasped my bra as it slid down my arms onto the contents of the bed. He slowly took of garments of his own cloths until he was just in his Calvin Klein boxers. Beau has the same boxers as him? Oh gawd!

He reached for the bedside table and grabbed something. A condom? Fuck, someone help me. He slid it on his length and ripped my underwear off. "Your gonna pay bitch," Were his last words as he thrusts into me, at a quick pace. Then, everything went black...

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I woke up to find myself naked in a strange bed that wasn't familiar.

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I looked next to me and saw a figure. Joe? Oh. Horrible memories of last night came into my mind. It's not like this hasn't happened before. It was like the nights he came home and beat me when he was drunk. But worse. Much worse.

My whole body was aching but my 'bottom half' was so sore and numb I could barley feel my feet. Well at least he had the decency not to tie me up. Ugh.

I knew for a fact that he was a VERY heavy sleeper and since I was at the edge of the bed, I carefully took advantage in it.

I walked halfway to the door when I realized I was naked. Dang! I went into a room that seemed to have a wardrobe. what? there were leggings, dresses, tops, shoes, everything. what?

There were pictures. Then, I slowly started to recognize this room. It was the room he and I shared. Back when we were together.

I quickly pulled on some black leggings, a pink top and my blue vans. They didn't match but I couldn't care less. I just wanted to get out of here. Where ever here was.

I carefully tip toed out of the house, unnoticed, and in my head, I patted my self on the back for being an expert at sneaking out. I had my parents to tahrs for that!

I ran straight to a phone booth that was as far away from Joes house, my feet could carry. I only had a few pounds that I had stolen from 'our' room, so I quickly dialled Beau's number. I didn't know where I was, but all I knew was to call Beau.

*Beau's P.O.V*

"Luke, how the fuck could you do this?!" I screamed. "Its fucking Joe you cunt! He fucking beat the shit outta her, every fucking day!" I screamed, louder again. I was so fucking pissed, I punched the wall. Great! Now we have to fix the wall, my knuckles are busted and my girlfriend is missing, with a fucking abuser. What the fuck did I ever do so badly to deserve this!? How the fuck could you do this to me?!

"Bro, calm the fuck down. Your scaring everyone. She's going to be alright. Trust me. We'll find her. I promise," Jai said, and stated into my eyes.

We had got home last night and she had been missing ever since. We've filled a kidnapped report and the police are still fucking looking for her, but they haven't found her. I can't fucking live without her for fucks sake. Oh my god I'm cracking up. Get a grip Beau!

Anna, was sat on the couch in deep thought. "What do you think Anna?" I asked, calming myself down. "Well he could be at their house, but I can't remember the address. The house isn't filed as his name. He's paying his friend." She said, shaking her head. FML.

"Ok well-" I was cut off by the phone ringing. I sprinted to my room and retrieved my phone. It was an unknown number. What?

I answered it and put it in speaker, and walked into the room with the others so they could hear.

"Beau, h-he-help. Please." I heard. IT WAS SAM! She was crying. That cunt. Joe I swear I will kill you.
"Oh my god, baby are you ok? where are you? I'm coming to get you. Do you know where you are?" I fired questions.

"Beau calm down!" Anna said, and took the phone as I started picking skin off my nails. I only do that when I'm nervous and scared. Woah. I'm scared.

Fuck it, I'm am scared shit!

"Where are you girl. Look around a road, address anything!" She said, as we all waited for an answer...

"I can see the some shop, it's called Bixville. Umm I th-think its Shawhan Lane. I can see the road, please help!" She cried. It really breaks my heart to see her this, broken. "That's quite far Anna. The police could get to her quicker than us. Ronnie?" I asked. "Already on it," He replied as he was on the phone.

"Don't worry Byew. It's going to be ok. She's almost safe now." Jai said, trying to lighten up the mood. I tried to smile, but for the first time in a while, I couldn't and bust out crying on Anna's lap. What's happened to my life?

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Hey guys so sorry about this update I told you it was going to be 'explicit'