summer camp [ firis ]

08

Finns pov

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Jack pushes my hands off the hems of his shirt.

Iris runs out of the woods.

"You asshole"

I run after iris and try to see where she's going.

She opens the cabin door and shuts it slightly.

I follow in after her.

I look around and no-one is in the bunks.

"Iris- I can explain-"

"Explain what Finn? That I guess you had a thing with my bestfriend and didn't tell me or the fact that you and the girl who's always been a bitch to me had a thing with you too"

"I didnt love them! I'm not even sure what love is! All I know is that I don't feel the same way I felt with them. I feel different with you."

Iris looks down.

"Iris, I could apologize a million times and I still couldn't explain how fucking bad I feel. When I look back at those relationships I say 'wow that was dumb what was I thinking' but with you I don't even have to think about an afterwards because its you that I want. Not Millie. Not sky. You."

She wipes her tears and walks out of the cabin.

I sit on my bed.

Do you ever wish you could just fucking take back a whole relationship?

And if you we're to go back in time, would you choose differently?

I know for a fact I would.

But I also know that it made me better.

It might have fucked with my depression and anxiety but I know just a tiny bit better how to handle shit now.

But at the exact same time I have no fucking clue what to do.

I lay on my bed daydreaming when the bell rings for dinner.

I sigh and sit up.

I rub my face and feel the tears not realizing that I was crying.

I open the cabin door and the sunrise almost blinds me.

Its so beautiful but when you were just in a semi dark room the fading sun can seem so bright.

I see Noah walking up to me.

"You totally missed it!"

"What?" I say rubbing my eyes.

"Jack and Ellie got back together"

"Cool" I said holding my jacket closer to me.

"Ya but I wouldnt go to the mess hall if I were you. Especially under the circumstances"

"What do you mean?"

"Jack is acting like a complete dick to iris at the mess hall"

"W-what?" I say my cheeks getting heated.

"Ya hes calling her some pretty harsh names.. I wouldn't go if I were you-"

I take off my jacket and throw it to Noah and start running to the mess hall.

When I walk through the door, jack is right next to iris looking into her eyes.

"So with the whole self harm thing- was that true? Like what are you kids gonna think? Did you even think that through.. Its pretty dumb if you ask me-" I walk up to jack.

"What the fuck did you just say to her" I say my body boiling, and my teeth grinding.

"Oh look its mental Finn, here to pick up your mental chick?"

Some power rages over me and I punch jack in the face.

Jack jumps on me and starts punching me.

I punch back as hard as I can and start kicking him.

"Guys! Stop!" A counselor runs over and seperates me and jack.

I fidget my hands and get them out of the counselors grip.

"Say shit about me, that's fine. But say shit about my girlfriend, ill blind you."

Its silent for a couple minutes.

Time stands still.

Nobody knows what to do.

"Holy shit" iris says under her breath.

"Okay Finn your coming with me" a counselor pulls me away and takes me out of the mess hall.

"Look I'm sorry but shes my girlfriend and nobody disrespects her like that-"

"Don't take it up with me. I'm not the one that might kick you out." The counselor takes me to the front cabin.

Kick me out?

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